ItÂ’s getting darker, the night I mean. ItÂ’s getting darker and colder. I walk outside in the darkness while a cold wind splashes on my face. Constantly. I sit by the water and look around. ThereÂ’s no one around me. ItÂ’s just me, the ocean and the moon shining bright in the sky, reminding me that winter is just around the corner. I sit down, light a cigarette and think. I think about many things. I think about life, people andÂ… everything in general. I think about why can people be so stupid sometimes. I think about everything that has happened in the last 6 months or so.
I never thought IÂ’d be on an adventure like this. I never thought IÂ’d meet these wonderful people that IÂ’ve met and I never thought IÂ’d become so attached, emotionally. Especially to you. YouÂ’ve become so important to me. When IÂ’m gone I miss you so much it hurts. When IÂ’m here and you go outside to think for a while, I worry and I miss you, even though weÂ’re in the same city, which isnÂ’t normally the case. I just care about you. I care so much. Too much