Look what it's done?
Now I'm cold, now I'm nothing but a shadow of what I once was.
You know, that I can't sleep,
and that I can't breathe.
But there's nothing you can do about this.
It's my head, it's my feeling.
And it's not about you or him or anyone else but me.
I'm getting sick of feeling like this.
I'd like to have a one real smile,
it'd be nice, to smile for a while.
Like really smile without reason.
I guess I'm gonna have to see what happens,
See if the sun really shines after rain.
I just don't believe that the sun shines,
that things get better.
I don't believe that 'cauce I've seen it a million times.
And it's a lie. Shallow lie.
But you have to remember,
that I'm your mistake, in your life,
I wouldn't be here, if you haven't ever asked me to.
And I'm sorry if I let you down,
by saying that I wanna give up my life.
But it's only the truth,
'cuz I'm getting tired,
way too tired,
for this shit.
(c) booberry