Numb, that's what I am.
I'm nothing.
These things,
they don't mean anything to me anymore.
Look at me,
what have you done?
Now I'm cold, lost, hopeless.
Numb, cruel and shallow.
And for the first time in my life,
I wanna be weak.
I wanna see that there's something,
something more than this.
Even pain is better than this.
I don't like this.
I can't take this.
I'm breaking down.
(c) booberry