IRC-Galleria

It's time to let go.
I take it day by day, step by step.
And I'm gonna stand on my own,
I'm gonna make it trough, alone.

I don't need no support,
I don't need someone to listen to me,
I don't need anyone.

This is my battle,
and I'm gonna win.

And you'll never bring me down again.

(c) booberry

Did you know, I loved you all along.
I never got over you.
And I'm sorry, about the things I've done.

And you don't have to tell me the truth,
I can see it in your eyes again.
You're too predictable.

But the thing that I can't understand,
is why did you lie to me?
Why did you wanna get my hopes up?

There's no way, it's gonna happen.
Or is it?
Yeah, I know, payback is a bitch.
But when did you become so cruel?

I wasn't with him to hurt you,
and I think you know that.
I was trying to get over us, you and everything,
that was tearing me apart.

And as soon as I saw,
I'm doing everything wrong.
I made a change.

You had your payback,
what are you still playing for?
What is it that you want from me?


(c) booberry

Numb, that's what I am.
I'm nothing.
These things,
they don't mean anything to me anymore.

Look at me,
what have you done?
Now I'm cold, lost, hopeless.
Numb, cruel and shallow.

And for the first time in my life,
I wanna be weak.
I wanna see that there's something,
something more than this.

Even pain is better than this.
I don't like this.
I can't take this.

I'm breaking down.


(c) booberry

Look at my eyes,
and tell me the truth.
Do you really think it's possible?

'Cuz I lost my faith in you.
This pierced face and broken heart,
it's all I have left from yesterday.

My faith is gone,
don't you fear,
there's no hate.

I just need to know,
am I right when I'm thinking;
You don't think it's possible,
but you don't wanna break me down?

And if I'm right,
was it ever real?
Give me the truth,
that's all I'm asking for.

(c) booberry

It brings out the worst in me,
when you're not around.
I miss the sound of your voice,
silence seems so loud.

It's hard to explain, how many will feel the pain when one of us goes away.
Hard to explain, how much this hurts and how much we're missing you.
I can't find the words to tell, what's going on in my head.

But I hope, I truly too, more than anything I hope,
that there really is a better place,
place where you feel a lot better.
Place which is full of peace and light and love.

I'd do anything, even for a moment with you.
Just to say sorry for the things I've done,
just to hug you and tell you how much I care.

It's so hard to understand that you're gone.
Why did you have to go?
Why now? Why this way?
This can't be true, it's way too cruel.

You had so much to see,
so much life to live.
I don't understand this.

It's hard to explain this longing, but it hurts,
it tears me up to pieces, it's shredding my insides.

I wish that you could come back,
even for a minute, just so I could say,
the things I never had time to say.

I know you'd want me to go on with my life,
but it's hard, and it's getting harder everyday.

I miss you, and I never stop missing you.

(c) booberry

What if I told you,
it's good enough for me.
It's good enough to know that you're even trying.
And no it's not just because I don't wanna wait.

It's just because I need you.
I need you to make me smile again,
it's too hard, when I'm all alone here.

What if I stay, for another day.
Well I got nothing to lose,
So I guess I could stay.
And it's not because I'm scared to leave.
I just wanna see if there's something happening.
Just wanna see If someone's willing to give me a reason to hold on.


(c) booberry

I'm the fuckin' princess, daddy's girl,
Who's use to get everything she wants.

Yeah yeah, I'm a maneater,
sluty girl, 'cuz I got blond hair.

Of course I'm an asshole, that's what I aim for,
and yes I do, I do wanna be a plastic barbie who doesn't got any brains.

And haven't you see I spread my legs to every guy who comes towards,
but at the same time I'm still a virgin, and saving myself.

Hey bitch ! You don't make any sense, no not anymore.
Give me your best shot, I don't really care.
I got nothing to prove to you, nothing to say about you.

At least we see who are my friends again,
real friends know the truth,
fake ones will swallow your lies.
But does it matter?

I don't care.
You're not good enough to earn my anger.
Keep rolling let's see what happens.

(c) booberry

Hey look at me,
I'm gonna put you trough a test,
I'm dressin' a new dress,
And I smile and laugh.

I say I'm okay,
tell you that everything is going really really good,
do you fall for this ?

Do you believe when I say,
everything's gonna be alright?
I say, I'm gonna be okay,
and nothing's wrong and
there's absolutely nothing
I can't stand.

Look at me, what do you see?
The girl who smiles and tells you that
everything is okay, everything is just fine.

But does it upset you,
if I tell you right now,
that I'm just tryin' to fake it?

You know that I love to be real,
show everyone who I am,
what I am and what I love.

But this is just something I can't show.
I can tell you,
I'm broken, I'm falling apart,
but you're just gonna break me a little more
with every question you ask.

I only need the one thing,
the one person,
the only one who can make me whole again.


(c) booberry

I think it's kinda pathetic,
that the only way you're gonna get a man,
Is spreading you legs.

But go ahead,
make your mistakes.
I don't really get what they see in you,
but it's okay.

I know, that in the end
you're gonna be alone and sad,
drowning in your tears.

And yeah, you could've been smarter than that.
But I guess, you just don't think things trough.


(c) booberry