the pieces of the mirror, im going to the floor. in here, in this darkness, eyes, watching, staring, waiting. can you hear my ugly laugh. my voice, destroyed and you think i would enjoy. and you said so many words. you´r nothing, faceless, a breath in the wind. Whispering behind my ear. but i wanted to touch and feel. im a monster. and that’s why the mirror is in my body, that’s why it’s broken. and suddenly, you didn’t know what to say. so fast. you people are fucking sick.
I want the happiness back. I want to trust. always too much. drops of shameless on the dirty floor. im laying here, waiting for you. that you would come and say your words and hold me and then. let me breath.
look up to the sun, can you see the joy. can you see the face of love. face of peace.
there is no way out. my circle is perfect.
they just say, hi how are you, but they don’t wanna know! they don’t listen, they don’t hear. they cannot speak, they cannot cry. they say, this is life, and they think they´r happy. but their minds are closed. there is a huge wall in front of their lips. they are afraid. and then they always say, what´s wrong with you, what are you at.
but im telling you, take a breath and have some water.