I've been practising all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone
I promised that I wouldn't cry
Told myself I had to try and hold on
The truth, I lied
I hate myself inside
And why I played the game
And paid the price
I never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I'll be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until this time
This time, this time
This time I will
I've been wide awake all night
There's no sign of sleep inside my mind
The headlight shadow scan my wall
I convince myself youÂ’ll call in time....