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God dammit always the same questions...but still, hell with it. - I just have to agree!!!

who was the last person I
-talked to on the phone?: My stupid brother in law
-huged?: Sergio
-was mad at?: Sergio
-kissed?: . . .??? Too long to remember . . .

the last
-movie I saw: Hardcandy - Stupid ass movie
-song I heard: Some song by Elliot Smith that I don't really know
-game I played: don't play games (unless it's with peoples heads)

I have...
[x] lied to my mom
[x] broken a window
[x] ate squids
[x] thrown up
[x] smoked cigerettes
[x] ran away from home
[ ] admired goths
[ ] been hunting
[x] been to therapy
[ ] been underweight yeah right . . .
[x] had over 16cm long boots
[x] taken the wrong train - spend my life on the wrong train
[ ] loved black metal
[ ] crapped in the urinal
[ ] been kidnapped
[ ] called my teacher my mom/or dad by acciednt
[x] burned papers with religious teachings on it
[x] been naked outside the house - hasn't everyone?
[ ] kissed my cousin
[ ] killed someone
[x] been to a sexshop
[x] ate pizza for breakfast
[ ] been in an ambulance
[ ] been in a police car
[ ] played spiritism
[ ] been bitten by a bee
[ ] bought a voodoo doll
[x] walked arround naked in my room
[x] carved a picture on my skin
[ ] played golf
[x] been stuck in the traffic
[ ] been to Japan
[x] bitten someone
[ ] heard Cradle of Filth's music
[x] played with barbies
[x] been fighting with someone in the last few hours
[ ] hated muslims
[x] been in a hospital
[x] had an erotic dream about someone

Name 5 people and answer the questions with song lyrics

1. Jaana
2. Sergio
3. Brian
4. James
5. me

1.What is person #5 like?
Nothing can't say what silence can say better

2.What would you like to say to person #1?
my misery has enjoyed your company
and although I have ached
I don't threaten anybody
sometimes I feel more bigness that I've shared with you
sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to
I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted
I've tried roadblocks and all
my happy endings prevented
sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do
fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)
I could be golden I could be glowing I could be freedom
but that could be boring
sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of losing you
this talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down
under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone
I could be full I could be thriving I could be shining
sounds isolating
sometimes I feel this is too good to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do


3.What would you like to do with person #4?
Let's have a party, there's a full moon in the sky, it's the hour
of the wolf and I don't want to die

4.How do you feel about person #2?
I'd fill your every breath with meaning and find a place we both can hide
Don't go and leave me, and please don't drive me blind
you don't believe me, but you do this every time,
please don't drive me blind
Find a brand new way of seeing, your eyes forever glued to mine
Don't go and leave me, and please don't drive me blind

5.How about person #3?
Tell him 1 of 2 things . . . I just don't know which yet -
If you walk away, I'll walk away, first tell me the road you will take, cause I don't want
risk our paths crossing someday, so you walk that way and I'll walk this way
I'm tired of holding this pose, I feel more like a stranger each time I come home, I just
want to make a clean escape, so I'm leaving but I don't know where to.
If you love something - give it away
or -
here, making each day of the year, changing my life with a wave of his hand
nobody can, deny that theres something there, someone is speaking, but he
don't know she's there, watching his eyes and hoping I'm always there
I want him everywhere, and if he's beside me, I know I need never care, but to love him
is to need him everywhere . . .

Kind of contradicting - hua?