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God dammit always the same questions...but still, hell with it. - I just have to agree!!!

who was the last person I
-talked to on the phone?: My stupid brother in law
-huged?: Sergio
-was mad at?: Sergio
-kissed?: . . .??? Too long to remember . . .

the last
-movie I saw: Hardcandy - Stupid ass movie
-song I heard: Some song by Elliot Smith that I don't really know
-game I played: don't play games (unless it's with peoples heads)

I have...
[x] lied to my mom
[x] broken a window
[x] ate squids
[x] thrown up
[x] smoked cigerettes
[x] ran away from home
[ ] admired goths
[ ] been hunting
[x] been to therapy
[ ] been underweight yeah right . . .
[x] had over 16cm long boots
[x] taken the wrong train - spend my life on the wrong train
[ ] loved black metal
[ ] crapped in the urinal
[ ] been kidnapped
[ ] called my teacher my mom/or dad by acciednt
[x] burned papers with religious teachings on it
[x] been naked outside the house - hasn't everyone?
[ ] kissed my cousin
[ ] killed someone
[x] been to a sexshop
[x] ate pizza for breakfast
[ ] been in an ambulance
[ ] been in a police car
[ ] played spiritism
[ ] been bitten by a bee
[ ] bought a voodoo doll
[x] walked arround naked in my room
[x] carved a picture on my skin
[ ] played golf
[x] been stuck in the traffic
[ ] been to Japan
[x] bitten someone
[ ] heard Cradle of Filth's music
[x] played with barbies
[x] been fighting with someone in the last few hours
[ ] hated muslims
[x] been in a hospital
[x] had an erotic dream about someone

Name 5 people and answer the questions with song lyrics

1. Jaana
2. Sergio
3. Brian
4. James
5. me

1.What is person #5 like?
Nothing can't say what silence can say better

2.What would you like to say to person #1?
my misery has enjoyed your company
and although I have ached
I don't threaten anybody
sometimes I feel more bigness that I've shared with you
sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to
I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted
I've tried roadblocks and all
my happy endings prevented
sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do
fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)
I could be golden I could be glowing I could be freedom
but that could be boring
sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of losing you
this talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down
under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone
I could be full I could be thriving I could be shining
sounds isolating
sometimes I feel this is too good to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do


3.What would you like to do with person #4?
Let's have a party, there's a full moon in the sky, it's the hour
of the wolf and I don't want to die

4.How do you feel about person #2?
I'd fill your every breath with meaning and find a place we both can hide
Don't go and leave me, and please don't drive me blind
you don't believe me, but you do this every time,
please don't drive me blind
Find a brand new way of seeing, your eyes forever glued to mine
Don't go and leave me, and please don't drive me blind

5.How about person #3?
Tell him 1 of 2 things . . . I just don't know which yet -
If you walk away, I'll walk away, first tell me the road you will take, cause I don't want
risk our paths crossing someday, so you walk that way and I'll walk this way
I'm tired of holding this pose, I feel more like a stranger each time I come home, I just
want to make a clean escape, so I'm leaving but I don't know where to.
If you love something - give it away
or -
here, making each day of the year, changing my life with a wave of his hand
nobody can, deny that theres something there, someone is speaking, but he
don't know she's there, watching his eyes and hoping I'm always there
I want him everywhere, and if he's beside me, I know I need never care, but to love him
is to need him everywhere . . .

Kind of contradicting - hua?

I'm in...
[ ]elementary school
[ ]junior high
[ ]high school
[ ]college
[x]university

I own...
[x]a nokia cell phone
[ ]a samsung cell phone
[ ]a boyfriend
[x]a little sister - I OWN???? Maybe . . .?
[ ]an elder brother
[ ]an elder sister
[ ]Äitipuolen
[ ]a twin sister
[x]a best friend
[x]a room of my own
[ ]a computer of my own
[x]a tv of my own

I like...

[ ]O.C
[ ]24
[ ]C.S.I
[ ]Jeeves and Wooster
[ ]South Park
[ ]Everwood
[ ]Mean Girls
[ ]Titanic
[ ]The grudge
[ ]Finding Nemo
[ ]Notting Hillistä
[ ]cats
[x]dogs
[ ]Rats
[x]men/boys
[ ]children
[ ]spring
[x]winter
[x]fall
[ ]summer
[x]writing
[x]drawing

I think that..
[ ]Paris Hilton is beautiful
[x]No, very very ugly
[ ]Green Day's singer is hot
[x]Britney Spears is a cunt
[x]Finland is great
[x]London is great
[x]swedish people are annoying
[ ]when people wear black it makes them look sad and depressed (which is why I love it)
[x]hippies look dumb
[ ]Dani Filth is hot
[ ]gay people are sick
[ ]Hitler was awesome
[ ]Hitler was cute
[ ]Cradle of Filth is awesome

There is a fire in your apartment, what would you do?
a)Follow the yellow brick road [x]
b)call an ambulance [ ]
c)screw someone [x]
d)smoke a cigarette [x]

Are you smart? if you answered b)call an ambulance, you are a very smart and a caring person, if you answered a, c, or d, you are a stupid asshole. - that is me! :)



17:34:27 Name: Arva
Birthdate: 07/09/78
sex: Female

Do you ever do sports? Nope
Do you play in a band? NOPE
Do you use your compter too much? YES
Do you read books? every spare second of my day
Do you ever go to the movies? Yes.
Do you go shopping very often? no - I am poor
what kind of clothes do you like? black
do you like leather clothes? nope
would you ever get a tattoo? yep
Do you wear sun glasses?: sometimes
how often do you wash your hair? I try not too . . .
has anyone ever told you you're beautiful? last night some ass (sergio) told me I was DECENT looking!
Do you like your family? I love them
what is your mom like? Wonderful
what is the boyfriend you dream of like? beautiful
what kind of music do you listen to? whatever . . . almost anything drpressing
Do you like heavy metal? NO
Do you like rock? depends
Do you like punk? Nope - use too . . .
your favourite artist? ergh . . . .dumb question. I have too many
how do you act when you're drunk? don't get drunk - but make fun of those that do
what are you thinking about right now? wondering where I put my lip gloss . . .
are you very quiet or loud? I think I am quiet - but I am an American - meaning I am probably very loud
what are you like in the mornings? I HATE everything

what is love? A lying deceitful bastard
how many siblings do you have? 3 sisters 1 brother
how do you feel right now? really sad/frusturated/annoyed
have you ever been in love? everyday
do you miss your ex? I said in the other - why would I???
have you ever lost someone you can never get back? too often
has your heart ever been broken? too often
where are you right now? work . . . shhhh.
where would you like to be right now? with Jaana - but, since she wants to be screwing someone, that would be awkward for me - so, I will be content with being with Sergio
with who? See above answer
The most beautiful song you ever heard? Coldplay - Proof
your favourite candy? I don't like candy
do you drink coffee? sometimes
tea? yes
do you go shopping a lot? what do I look like, a RICH person?
how much money do you spend on shopping? Nothing - Right now, I have no money
have you ever almost died? when I left Finland
are you Finnish? I wish
who was the last person who sent you a text message? Brian
would you like t be someone else? no
who would you like to kiss right now? either Sergio or Brian - Im not picky

I am: ***fucked up****
I want to: - jiks! I want too much
I have: nothing
I hope: everything
I hate:these questions :)
I am afraid of: this site
I love: Jaana and sergio
I always: am annoyed
I am not: anything I should be
I cry:all the time...
I need: a good lookin' guy!

Are you in love? I don't know
Do you want to ever get married? eventually, when I have nothing better to do
Do yo get along with your parents? Parents???? Haven't seen my father in 16 years - mom-yes
your current hair color: dark brown
birth place: Colorado Springs, CO

Favourite
color: black/purple
month:september/April
song: Changes everyday! Right now . . .Sigur Rós uh . . .probably Meo Blódnasir tomorrow it will be different
season: Fall and Winter

Have you done any of the following things today?

cried? yes - had too . . .slammed my finger in my car door!
helped someone? yes
been chatting with a friend? yes
been sick? not yet - but I will
been to the movies? nope
talked to your ex? no
missed your ex? missed my ex???? Why the hell would I do that???
wrote in your diary? nope
missed someone way too much? everyday
huged someone: nope
had a fight with a friend? yes

Could you ever...

purposely set yourself on fire? could I??? Ergh... no
worship satan? to be funny - but not really
be a vegetarian? never!
get way too drunk? not too drunk
steal your friend's money? ?? only if they knew I was doing it
bite a stranger? I doubt it
watch porn? of course!
dye your hair pink? No, I don't like pink that much
go out with your best friend's boyfriend? I would NEVER do that!
make someone cry? I do that all too often
date someone 10 years older than you? duh . . . 10 years younger too
stay up all night? do it all the time
break the law? n e v e r :)
hit an animal?probably not . . .

I have...

[x] had blue hair
[ ] kissed a female person
[x] kissed a male person
[ ] been in jail
[ ] dyed my hair over 20 times
[x] called my teacher an asshole
[ ] drank urine
[x] fallen asleep during class
[x] fallen in love
[ ] used illegal drugs
[ ] fallen in love with Marilyn Manson
[x] been on TV
[x] hated my parents
[x] cheated on a test
[ ] been at the police station for violent behaviour
[x] watched the same movie 5 times a day
[ ] been in a hospital for over a week
[x] sweared in front of your parents
[x] gone out on a date with a very strange person
[ ] raped someone
[ ] sucked blood
[x] passed off
[x] drank vodka
[ ] had the chickenpox
[ ] cleaned the toilet
[ ] been to iraq
[ ] been grounded
[ ] had lung cancer
[ ] drank too much by acciedent
[x] played with your cell phone in church
[ ] seen a celebrity in a supermarket
[ ] worshipped satan
[ ] killed someone
[x] been to a funeral

Who was the last person you...
kissed? Do I have to be honest???? "J"
spoke to? If the Galleria counts - than Jaana - otherwise, my boss
said "I love you" to? Jaana
got pissed off at? Aaron
hit? Probably Sergio
cried to? Sergio

Who is...
your best friend? Jaana - of course . . .

When was the last time you...
kissed someone? 3 saturdays ago . . .
cried? a few nights ago
were mad? 1 hour ago

Who do you...
love? Jaana and Sergio
hate? too many to count . . .
miss? Of course - Jaana

Where would you like to live?
FINLAND!!!!

What is your big dream?
Changing my life

What was the last show you watched on TV?
Vicar of Dibley - last night

The most beautiful thing you've been told?
"I will take care of you"

How many pillows are there on you bed?
2 - but nothing that stares at me - that's creepy

What was the last movie you saw?
The Weatherman -

Have you ever been in detention?
-Yes

Why?
Don't remember - I was there a lot . . .

Are you listening to music right now?
Yes. - Sigur Rós

What will be the next movie you will go and see at the movie theater?
*The Grudge 2* I have to take James . . .

What will you do tomorrow?
Uhm, that will be Thursday - right??? Uh, I am planning on not going to class - and then I will - stare at a wall all day long :)

Hair

[ ] bold
[ ] very short hair
[ ] not so long but not so short either
[x] long hair
[ ] dread locks, extra hair etc.
[x] straight
[x] kind of curly
[ ] curly
[ ] frizzy
[ ] shiny

Hair color

[ ] Blonde
[x] brown
[ ] dark brown
[ ] black
[ ] red
[ ] green, blue, pink etc.


Eye color

[ ] Brown
[ ] green
[x] blue - just boring blue
[ ] greyish blue
[ ] grey
[ ] 2 diffrent eyes...(?)

Face

[ ] horrible
[ ] ugly
[x] Lame
[ ] ok
[ ] cute
[ ] handsome
[ ] beautiful
[x] ok but prettier with well done make up


How do you usually look

[ ] happy
[x] amused
[ ] frustrated
[x] depressed/sad
[x] proud/cruel
[ ] nausiated/frustrated/tired
[ ] freaked out/as if you disliked something
[ ] scard/confused
[ ] cute
How much piercings do you have?
[ ] none
[ ] one
[x] earrings
[ ] a few
[x] many
[ ] I'm beginning to look like a christmas tree

Style

[x] normal - what the hell does *Normal* mean??????
[ ] casual
[ ] appropriate
[x] I wear what goes with my personality
[ ] Diva
[ ] rap style
[ ] heavy metal style
[ ] original
[ ] nerd
[ ] Goth
[ ] Hippie
[ ] Punk
[ ] scientist (?)
[ ] pussy

Color of clothes

[] changes once in a while
[ ] a lot of colors...
[ ] stylish
[ ] controlled
[ ] grey
[x] dark - everything is black usually

Do you believe in God?
[x] Yes
[ ] not sure
[x] I believe in angels/spiritual guidance
[ ] only if there was evidence
[ ] No.

Religion

[ ] I only believe there is a higher force
[x] Christian
[ ] Lutherin
[ ] Catholic
[ ] Orthodoxic
[ ] someother christian/half-Christian
[ ] Jew
[ ] Muslim
[ ] Hinduist
[ ] Buddhist
[ ] Hare Chrishna
[ ] some other
[ ] satan's worshiper
[ ] heretic
[ ] Atheist

What makes you cry?

[ ] the pain of other people
[x] movies, songs etc. - you can't let yourself cry over anything real - otherwise you would cry all day!
[ ] a bad memory
[ ] a very big shock
[ ] physical pain
[ ] nothing

Taste of music

[x] Pop, rock
[ ] Rap, hiphop
[ ] Black Metal
[ ] gothic metal
[ ] heavy metal
[ ] New age
[ ] Tekno, trance, house yms.
[ ] Gothic rock
[ ] Gospel
[ ] classic
[x] something else
[ ] I hate music

Do you write stories?

[ ] No
[ ] long letters
[x] poems
[x] novels and stuff
[ ] I've published my writings