well yesterday was a nice day, but why am I starting with the end?
on Monday it was a sad day, and when I saw no interest in his eyes, I slightly told him goodbye my friend, goodbye my love
on Tuesday ... what was on Tuesday? oh yeah that mobile phone, but I used to the fact, I can't dare ANYTHING to him
on Wednesday was my last chance, I planned it for a week or more and then I went to speak to him and it was niiiice, those lil secrets and so on, and his cute voice, and the same day we met in the afternoon again for like an hour and it was better coz there were no one else, it was really nice to talk to somebody like him, but still I can't use to the fact he told me things from his private life, he's a teacher, he shouldn't do that, but I calmed myself with the thought that he's Spanish, his character, soul and mind is different to mine but hei, I was so damn surprised that he knows a bit Finnish and so on and on and on (still looking for freedom, no, I might found it by you)
and to the topic 'Jussi', I was watching him for long time without being recognized and he has the same hair like Jussi (at least I think) and that beard, but then he is totally totally different
okey, that's all, tomorrow another working day and my sweetie upnorth, keep on rocking and take the best care and I know you do coz you're home, finally :)