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On Saturday it was really my last time, it was sad and hard, but it was.
When I first came, I almost hated London, but throgh the time I fell in love with this city and its people. Not as much as with Helsinki, but big enough to make me cry when I was saying goodbye.

And here in St Albans for the first time, I really hated, the girl really doesn´t know how to make my stay here ´better´, I never say this even as a joke, but I said too many times ´kill her´ because I´ve enough of her.

It was always like this, once in a week, I could go to London, being free no problems, no thoughts, just me, London and some friends and especially Hanni. I love You for how You have been to me. There was noone else who could make me feel better in those hard times and so I almost cried (okey, I cry now) when we say goodbye. You know, it will never bet he same, this was a big part of my life which gone to waste, the only light moments were with You.
Never forget the last time sitting on the bus, it felt sooo lovely and I appreciate how loving person You are, and wonder how cold I can be (but not down there deep inside).

Guess that´s all about my London experience. I´ll never forget and get back asap.

again about traveling to Tampere, this time me and three more people were on a rollercoster which took us straight to Tre, cool right
*rolling eyes* what will be next?

Heh, I´m still a bit in delirium from this weekend and even though I wanted to kill You Hanni because of where You forced me to stay, I loved it after all :D *evilist grin ever*
I feel like this whole experience tight us more together (like who can experience something like this, rarely someone, right?).
Good girls go to heaven and bad girls go to London, shall we switch those parts next time? :D
Well, I´m a good girl IN London :P

PS: I want to feel his skin again!

edit: a na tu nocni cestu nikda nezapomenu, stejne byl sladkej :P Joe i Jan

edit 2: a dik Hanni, zes ses o me bala, to bylo sladky, ale teda potom, co jsi me do toho zatahla :D

which I had last week
I was fighting with a snake in a water (who bitten Emilie) and then a crocodile in my living room at home. I put a stick into his mouth so I probably won, but it seems to me like always fighting with Emilie and Stewart (crocodile), and now it´s also in my dreams

get me out of here!!!

was lovely, me and group of my friends (I didn´t know those people but in the dream they were my friends) were driving a boat from a hill (instead of river it was concrete road so it´s impossible :D), stopped in a field (which was I think cover with snow) and not very far away I´ve seen those manufacture buildings of Tre and I was so happy about being there (like exactly the same way in reality, when I´m in Finland) and mentioned something about that this city is famous for making matches :D
funny and lovely dream, seems like since the family is away and I´m all alone at home, I´m not scared but I can finally sleep peacefully and enjoy myself being alone in the house, I´m starting to love the house (and my beloved alarm, which protects me every night)

I´m starting to love London, somehow :P

and his museums tomorrow, You do not know how much I´m looking forward
better than to be alone in this huge house

I heard it only once but this song is plain, without any juice as we say
where is the point in this song?
something is telling me that the lyrics are great but honestly, the sound, it´s like only one level, no surprises, no rifs, just another song but how can this be a single?
hope I´ll change mind later

I had a dream about Jonne Aaron singing me a new song called ´A Chase´ [no, not ´the chase´ by Kill Hannah], I could hear the song, the lyrics, everything (my mind is strange, how it can make a song :D) and he was singing it with some woman. And in other part of the dream was Tom, my friend, having a pub with three grounds / floors in his house.
After this dream I felt like never before, like if some caring, protecting, gentle arm would spread around me like a shield and all of my troubles, thoughts, everything was released away and only peace remained, it was amazing, esp after I have every two nights a nightmare and I can´t sleep in the new room very well.

But, I made my plans for Finland. I hope I will be able to have everything done this Saturday.
Funny, nobody knows about my plans yet :D
Okey, so I will leave from here on the Saturday 20 September and take a flight to Tampere, stay there for a day or over night (if I have a place to stay) and go straight to Helsinki and stay there until 27 September (because on 26 should be ´Black Roses´ released) and then go back to my lovely family and home in Czech !
Doesn´t it sound beautiful? I guess so! And I will take loads of pics of Helsinki because (I hope I´ll buy the new camera) I will need them for my final essay or how is it called at my school (something around 30 pages :P), yahooooooo.
I should write my finnish family if I can stay at those dates :P
And all of this, my trip to Finland, keeps me up the water, keeps me a bit positive and happy (even though I´m not happy since I left my czech home)
hyvää yötä

PS: Oh yeah Pee, I´m not sadly able to come to Oulu, it´s way too expensive :( I´m so sorri about it but You will enjoy instead of me!

few days ago we had a chance to hear the new songs, two of them and I have to say, they surprised me like nothing else, I know Lauri with blond hair now, but all of this, everything together made me feel desperately sad, as I consider what I experienced through this band, with their old times, and now it´s the new phase and it feels strange, time can´t come back and people either
I´m still in shock about Asa, and I´m very sorry, she will stay in our hearts forever, she was the one who founded TR intl forum and it will stays like that, she was the one who united us
thank You

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