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well, okey, I can write sthLauantai 19.05.2007 21:15

2 dreams:

last week's one:
I was in Hradec Králové (my study city as I use to say) with my Finnish family and Viivi (the oldest girl) came to me with an apology in her face that she knows she behaves horrible (she meant those annoying kids behaviour when they scream and it seems it never stops, but it's childish so) and that I don't love her and I was trying to comfort her that's not true because even in real I really like her, she is really great (as every child) and then we started to stare at the night sky, full of stars and also airplanes. And as you can see those 'dust lines' behind the planes when it's day, you could see them also in the night (weird). And suddenly one of the planes started to loose its engines and me and Viivi looked at each other and said something like "oo". Then the plane exploded and fell down just few metres from us.
..... I hope it's not connected with my flight on the 13th of June

and then I was with my friend and Paula Vesala (PMMP) in front of some Turkish restaurant in Helsinki and were talking about everything like we would be great friends, actually we just have met on the street and that was all.
..... have no clue why she was in my dream, maybe because of the news that Aki Hakala (TR) will be father what I'm really happy about (as my mom says: "Maybe even more than Aki himself" :D)

today's one:
I was again in Helsinki, I can't remember everything but Verča (SomeoneElse) was there and she was a daughter of my Finnish family and she gave me some advices (she didn't live with the family anymore as she was like 20 years older than the other kids) and I only saw some parts of Helsinki.

But long time ago I dreamt I was in Helsinki and watched them from the air, like I'd have wings. And other time I was again in Helsinki and I've met a czech family who lives there and I was so damn glad, but the streets I was walking looked like "Myší díra" in Brno (near railway station, really crowded). And the family, I was talking with their mom, she was an ambassador or sth like that and invited me to their home but they didn't gave me the address and I was thinking: "Oh, it will be no problem, the only one czech family in Helsinki won't be difficult to find!" and I kept on going the streets to the coast.

It's sometimes really amazing when I dream about Helsinki, no other place in the whole universe but them and I was really freaked out while watching the Eurovision final, there were lots of well-known places for me and Mikko Leppilamppi (lepí lampy) and APOCALYPTICA... even when my friend from school gave me his pics of Helsinki and there was one pic in front of Kamppi, they were playing beach-volleyball and it's really crowded and there is not even a tiny sign of Kamppi, just because I know that place so well, I recognized it and was freaky, I know, it's maybe scary but for my friend it was just a place, nice place but nothing special, for me, I dunno, really don't wanna judge it what I feel for Helsinki (because not everyone would agree, that's for sure). But I'm thankful for my passion for this city even though it might be scary for people who doesn't know about it (it's enough even a word about Finland, Finnish, Finn, whatever starting with Fin... and I'm fully concentrated what it will be about... it's insanity :D

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