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I hear your whispers
break the silence and it calms me down
Your taste on my lips
your salty kisses

They say I'm seeking out the danger
That one day you won't let me go
(I'll drown, you'll take me down)

I need you Aquarius
enchanted I will have to stay
I feel you Aquarius
cause you the sea set me free
You call to me Aquarius
(You call to me, you set me free)

I relinquish to your powers
From your grasp, I just can't hide
Missed the danger I had to conquer
You made me feel alive

They say I have to be aware
that one day you won't let me go
(I'll drown, you'll take me down)

I long for you Aquarius
I need to be with you again
I fear you, Aquarius
My destiny till the end

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I love the orchestral version, so damn amazing!

Awww... it was all so nice!
Great gig (like I've been to so many gigs of Placebo, right *rolling eyes*)!
But I can say I heard lots of live songs or gigs of Placebo and this one was pleasant!
I love when the whole audience is lapping their hands along the sound ohh...was pretty cool.
Even though I promised myslef to go to their gig in Czech when they come back, I don't have money so no gig for me :(
So I can be glad I was browsing the MTV Germany and found out that 20:15 will be their live set on TV.
I was pretty freaky, didn't know where is some empty video tape (it's been ages I've been recording for the last time, it's been also ages I've been watching TV for the last time) but everything went right so the gig could start.
The setlist was:

Infra-red (the lastest single)
Meds
Because I want you
Drag
Space Monkey
Special Needs
Post Blue
Song to say goodbye
Follow the cops back home
Every me, every you
Black eyed
One of a kind
Bitter end
Twenty years

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encore:
Running up that hill (cover of Kate Bush)
Special K
Nancy Boy


But I was missing This picture (sob sob)
Anyway, they surprised me a looot with Running up that hill coz I know the version of that song in the original way and also (my fave) version by Within Temptation but this was cool!
Cannot compare to WT anyway.
The songs from Meds album I don't like much. Only Song to say goodbye which has really interesting video but they played my fave from Meds called Follow the cops back home. Nice slow ballad I'd say and live it's amazing!
With Every me, every you everyone had to recognize Placebo coz this song knows really everyone but Black eyed was WOAH. Of course I do so much love the video version of that song coz it was the first song I've ever heard from Placebo and I have totally great memories for it.
Bitter end the great fast song. I love the end in here, it's pretty messy or how to describe it.
And Twenty years? The memory of my promise (which I'm breaking) to see this band live and the video and ahh yep, it's all about memories.
When I was watching the gig it was like book of history. From my beginning with the band with Black eyed to my latest love Follow the cops back home. But it's been few years already but all those years were pressed into like an hour set.

Hey hou!
I'm so tired but anyway, I'm so fuc*ing glad that I could spend such a niiice day with you sweet!
Really, woah, you made my day, my week :) I could be myself again, thank you a lot, more than ever before probably.
Have nothing to write 'bout English, it sucked but it's over woohoo.
Hope those two people are invisible and you can enjoy your time to relax .-)
It was lots of fun and maybe nerves today, but it was worthy day.
I miss the chance to go with you to Finland, but it's better of this way, I'm pretty sure but I do not have money so whatever.
But please, more than anything, when you come back, you have to tell me everything you will want, okey? I'm longing to hear how you spent your time in this wonderful country & 'minun Kaupunki' *going pink*.
Rather go sleep, tomorrow another English test but in Brno, so it's so close, I feel home there not like in the STRANGE Prague.
Kiitos once again and sooner or later, see you there .-)
*mlask*

Listening: Missing pieces by ShamRain

stare into nothingness
in the empty hearts abode
pale figures, the mirrors show
our souls have turned to stone
our hearts have lost their glow
in a paradise useless
in reality worthless
don't let your dying dreams escape
hold hard that precious way
to stay alive...

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forever in love with Mika's voice !

Inside alone
this world's coming down on me again
Nowhere to run to
as these twisted thoughts flow through my head
I never wanted to break away
Can't help that I don't feel the same
And now I'm standing here
asking myself if I'm to blame

These silent words you'll never hear
These frozen thoughts will not appear
And I'm breaking down inside of me
Still no one sees

I stare into myself I'm scared
of what I just might find
A reflection of my past
something I've always tried to hide
Now my life is coming apart
Why must I always be this way?
Now I'm standing here
asking myself if I'm to blame

I can no longer take this
The pain that lives inside of me
Must find a way to erase this
So I can finally breathe

All the millions of dreams that you got are
whipped away with no meaning
And those thousands of hearts that you broke
are crushed now without a feeling

Despise the one who cares
Hate the one who tries to help
The pain becomes your bliss
when you rely on truth that doesnÂ’t exist

Now you have lost your home and the one that loved you most
Undying dreams are gone and your heart is cold like stone
You still end up alone

In despair you have sacrificed it all
Everything that matters the most

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had a dream of my class, it was sad and I know becoz of what, in September they all will go to University but me, will still coming to high school
your Child in the dark

Lost myself in an endless goodnight
Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight
Couldn't get it right
I could never get it right
Sadly, this is a wasted conversation
Lost on you, lost on you
This is a test of my patience
Your blue eyes are so cruel
I can't escape all the things we said
I've taken years off my life with the weight of regret
Now there's nothing left
There is nothing left to lose

Shouldn't I feel alive
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive

The night fades with a breath of sunshine
I do my best to adjust to the morning light
I can't keep my place
Feels like I've been awake for days
Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced
With the harsh truth, the harsh truth
My cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom

There's static on the airwaves
I'll try to find the light through all this haze
I can't find the words that I'm trying to say
So try to forget me as I walk away

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This band has perfect lyrics, totally fit the situation!!!!!!

I swear that if I could
I'd take it all
take it all away
all the sorrow and the pain

I'm not responsible
you always say
but you need your space
and this always ends the same

hey, is your heart still beating?
I can't stop the bleeding
I've lost you completely

hey, gather all the heartache
I'll hold it in my hand
just to lose it all again

if there's a bright side
to this suffering
can you help me see?
it's getting harder to believe

you always said this
would not last long
but it's gone on and on and on
and I just can't make it stop

they're right this time
I won't pretend to smile
because inside
I'm black and
I am hollow

this time you've
took this way too far

I'm sick
and tired
Inside
I'm black and
I am hollow

I'm trying to find
what's missing from my life
and the tables have turned
this life is only temporary

Well, woah! lol
I got into Naked *in my head always rings let's get naked and start a revolution*, it's so very catchy song as Mikael Nord Andersson once said :-) (even though it was 'bout 1st version of ITS, nevermind).
And how I got to know Naked? Simply, they were support for Uniklubi on 28-4-06 gig in Turku and have to say, they ROCKED!!!!
I liked it and so I found out more 'bout 'em so now I'm on Naked :-)
When I was browsing the biography, I got a note to my 'World is a small place =) ; Suomi is one big family' theme.
The bass player Otto....man was a singer of Soul Relic and even came up with their name! SHOCK! I like more and more Soul Relic (esp. 7 & 10th song lol) and now this, cool!
And even Naked are supported by The 69 eyes much and they all are friends... how sweet. H.I.M. came out with Negative (on tour I mean) and stared to help them, now The 69 eyes help to Naked :-)
Like Ville once said: "H.I.M. are grandfathers, The Rasmus fathers and Negative are like sons."

What to say? I was there, almost. It was livestreamed on some finnish site and I couldn't hear Naked, only Uniklubi but with not the best view but anyway have some notes to it.

The setlist was:
Totuus
Hetki Hiljaisuutta
Menneisyys
Lasinsirpaleita
Haudattu
Kiertää Kehää
Näiden Tähtien Alla
Ei Kukaan
Rakkautta ja Piikkilankaa
Kaikki Mitä Mä Annoin
Uneen
Huomenna

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encore
Hetki Hiljaisuuta (a bit mixed with some new notes?)

Well, have to say, they didn't bent at the end of the show as many bands do (as I know every band do) this as a thanx for fans. At least I didn't see them to do it.
Still it's amazing to hear them live and it was a nice gig, Janne with the fly's sunglasses and Teemu, well, he looks good with the haircut.
I know, all of this is for you just normal, but as I'm not in the news about the guys, I've seen it for the first time now.
Oh and Antti, it really fits him!
But most beautiful was the sound and voice of course. Nothing else.
I noticed that there will NEVER EVER be Vienna anymore. I know, never say never, but I do know it will never be like that.
In Vienna everything was new, now, everything seems so normal.
I was staring at the PC screen, watching the gig and I realized that: "I can't believe I've seen them live in front of my eyes for several times now!"
It seems like it never happened and it's all only somewhere on the paper, on the photographes and yeah, in my mind but how can I trust my mind?
And I think the best I can do is to keep on concentrating only on their music, anything else, 1st have no time and 2nd it only hurts after some time.
Hope somebody recorded the gig coz I couldn't since my connection is too slow becoz of the end of the month and my download limit already expired.
Only now I feel a bit weird, maybe sad about the past like it's gone and it will never be the same again :-(
Oki, whoever read this, 'keep it unreal'