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Tour Helsinki -> Turku -> Tampere -> Helsinki! (who wants to stop us? *devil smile*)

Finally, I'm back home, after three years, I'll never go back to that school, never ever!
I'm officially DiS and can do whatevr I want (okey, almost).
I'm reallyyyy tired, but it was fun yesterday! Thx for sleep over Veru and amazing chatting :D Also thx to Péťa, he was brilliant!
Thx for anyone, for my friends, class-mates, people I've met and who made me who I am know (yeah, HE is among them too!).
This is the brand new beginning and so let's kick it!
Love, Ani

PS: The only two people from my school I'm going to miss. Standa and Tom so special thank You to them!

PS2: Pee, kiitos paljon, I appreciate it and going to cross my fingers for You too .-)

I'm leaving soon and come back on Saturday.
I'm in half frenzy state of mind, half nervous, half happy (wait a minute, there's no third half!).
I can't wait yet I can't imagine what's going to happen.
All luck to any of You with exams around and c ya!

to jsou ale kvásný beruškyyy a ta tlavička zelená, no paráda, jaro je tu :D

tak se mi vám udělalo tak zle, jsem slabá, zase nemůžu spát, pak zase vstát, snad to kafe zabere, jinak nevím, když už jsem nemohla rozdělat ani pytlík s müsli, tak to je špatný

going outside after like a week of constant rain, it's like being released from prison :D

Snažím se už dva dny sesmolit obhajobu, no nejde mi to, spíš, nebaví mě to :(
Našla jsem v absolventské práci 3 chyby (shame on me) a nejhorší je, že mám "pikku lauantai" jako "malý pátek" (stupid, stupid me).
Už pár dní nemůžu večer usnout (je jedno, jestli jdu spát v deset nebo o půlnoci) a ráno nemůžu spát, vzbouzím se už v sedm, ale nechce se mi ani otevírat oči, jsem utahaná.
Neučím se už pár dnů, všechno mám projitý, ale netuším, co umím a co ne, takže žaludek na vodě.
Už neumím ani mluvit ("The united kingdom of America") ani číst ("You can meet there typical SAUNA of Finland like bears..." (fauna) a šílým.
Před spaním si pustím pěkně něco dost depresivního a i když neznám překlad, bulím skorem jak želva, ráno se vzbouzím s pocitem, že je na světě krásně a je radost žít, což mi vydrží zase jen do večera nebo do chvíle, kdy si pustím nějakou svou "oblíbenou" písničku od Diru.
Prostě je to sranda. Na druhou stranu jsem zase úplně klidná, nevím, co ten žaludek blbne, když jsem se poctivě učila celý ty roky i teď, něco dycky umím, ale...
No tak alespoň je veselo :P

PS: Až si tohle jednou budu číst, bude mi to připadat hooodně divný :D

uchiakerarenai dare mo shinjirarenai dare mo kare mo
hora subete mienai sashikonda hikari ga kiete ima ni mo kareru
uchiakerarenai koto wa watashi no yowasa watashi no kako
eru mono mo aru keredo kitto te ni nigiru yasashisa ga kiete yuku to
arifureta kotae wa ikiru koto hakushi ni modoshite umarekawaru

kokoro ga tozashite ima ni mo kowarete yuku
namida wo koroshite warau hibi yo
kokoro ga shimeshita shinjiru imi no nasa wo
watashi wo koroshita gizenbito yo

kokoro ga tozashite ima ni mo kuzureochiru
namida wo koroshite sakebu hibi yo
kokoro ga nokoshita shinjiru imi no tsuyosa wo
watashi wo koroshita watashi kokoro

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I was just in mood for posting this song, find the translation if you want, 'cos it's a very sad song, especially the live version, Kyo gets so emotional, it hurts to listen to it, to see it, to experience it

kvůli absolutorku nemůžu jít volit :D lol
protože jdu v pátek, musím v HK zůstat do soboty, v 10 máme předávání víz a to jaksi do oběda nestihnu domů, když je to minimálně 5 hodin cesty :D

But this time not the song but real memories :P
We have been to our cottage (it's located in woods but there are lots of them, it's not like Suomessa where there is one cottage for several miles) and the whole place, so pure and innocent brought me back to my childhood when I spent some time in summer with my bro and granny there, how much fun we had, how much I longed to go home, how it was amazing place for my creativity and how much I don't wanna lose it when I 'grow up'. In this modern hectic world especially.
Then I picked up wild strawberries and we made a (I dunno the word in English) 'pěnu' with them and it's so delicious.
But when we were supposed to go home, my parents though I went home in advance so they'll pick me up on the road but I didn't, I went the opposite direction and I had to run and yell so they stopped and wait for me. I was really scared what if they leave me there, I didn't have my mobile so I couldn't call. But it was fun :)