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;(Perjantai 09.05.2008 20:38

Väistä tai kuole
kaadu tai juokse
ainoa vaihtoehto viedään
pakoreitit tukitaan

Kun et enää eläin ole
vaistosi ovat turtuneet
ei niihin voi luottaa
tämä on vain tappavaa harhaa

Älä leiki tunteilla
vihaa ei voi hallita
tuo voima kuolettava
ampuu luodin viimeisen
kohti kasvoja

Kaadut, et voi hengittää
jokainen auttaja katoaa
et voi tätä ymmärtää
ystävä vieressäsi makaa

Ja kuin toisen silmin päivä tuo
tuskin seuraavaa on edes jäljellä
et voi liikkua, kaikki pimenee
olet maalitaulu!

[Ei aihetta]Tiistai 06.05.2008 14:02

Se päivä jona mä putosin
ja tajusin
on kaikki paremmin ilman mua
vedet vaan keuhkoihin

Ja se päivä
mun piti tehä niin
kaikki oli jo valmista
sit sä hymyilit

Mä luulin et kaikki muuttuis
ja loppuis
asiat ois paremmin

Ei

Nyt ku mä hengitän vettä
ja ilma loppuu keuhkoist
mä en voi enää sanoo sulle mitää
ehkä mä en osaiskaa

Koska mä en oo kala
eikä merenneitoi oo olemassakaa
viimenen hengähdys
ilmaa ulos ja vettä sisää

Mä suljen silmät
ja sä hymyilet mulle
viimesen kerran
ja mä saan kuolla onnellisena

tää on toimivaks todettu teoria ystävyydestäTiistai 06.05.2008 13:44

kaikil ihmisil on veitset kädes. mitä lähemmäks joku pääsee sitä helpommin se veitsi osuu ja sitä enemmän myös sattuu. ykski väärä askel ja se veitsi voi osuu. jotku löis omal veitsellää mieluummin itteää ku sitä ystäväänsä mut oman veitsen iskui ei nää ellei nää sitä haavaa mikä tulee. niit veitsii ei muutenkaa koskaa nää, ne vaa tuntee. omaa veistää ei vois siirtää mihinkää, sen paikka on määrätty. se ystävä aina kävelee, reitti on tarkasti määrätty. astuu sivuu ja aina jonku veitsi osuu. pitää osaa ohjaa ystäväänsä oikein ettei se astu sivuu. se on sama ku sokkona kävelis kuolemanlangal.

mikää ei koskaa toimiTiistai 06.05.2008 13:38

Tuuli sotkee hiukseni
ja kyyneliin saa silmäni
kyynelten mukana pois menee hymysi
tuo kaikkein rakkain muisto

En voi tehdä mitään
vaikka silmät sulkisin
hymysi haalistuu
se on enää pelkkä haava sielussani

Joka kerta kun muistan
joka kerta kun ajattelen
joka hetki, aina ja kaikkialla
lyöt veitsen sydämeeni, syvempään

Aina kun se haava paranee
tulee uusi
ja uusi

Annoin sydämeni pois
toisen käsiin
hän suojelee sitä
vaikka henki menisi
kunnes kaadun taas

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 25.04.2008 01:33

Sano HEP, jos olen kaverilistallasi.
Tämä mittaa ihmisten rehellisyyttä.
Ja ujoutta.
Muistakaa kävijälista.
Sanottuasi HEP, kopioi tämä omaan päiväkirjaan ja katso kuinka moni uskaltaa olla SINULLE rehellinen

Kunnes kuolema jokaisen virheen korjaaTiistai 22.04.2008 19:26

Kunnes on päivä,
jona kuolen
Annoin lusikkani sinulle
Kyllästyit sitä kantamaan

Elämäni on liian raskas minulle
En jaksa sitä enää jatkaa
Olen liian heikko ja rikottu
Eikö voitaisi ottaa askel toiseen suuntaan?

Ja niin näin sen
Elämäni viimeisen päivän
Illalla aurinko laskee
Yön pimeys jää ikuisesti ylleni

Suljen silmäni
Käyn arkkuun makaamaan
On kuoppa valmiina
Viimeinen matka aina alaspäin

ArmokuolemaTiistai 15.04.2008 18:51

Hautajaisissa
Ruumisarkussa
Lattialla

Aina samoilla kasvoilla
voit nähdä samat ilmeet
Tai ilman ilmeitä
Eihän niillä edes
ole väliä

Viini pulloista
valuu tyhjiin suihin
Ei löydy enää sanoja
On kai turha puhua

Huudan tyhjyyttä
turhuuden täyttämään päähäni
Elävänä tai kuolleena
Ilman tarkoitusta

Ei halua kuolla
Ei syytä elää
Ei toivoa selvitä
Ei mitään järkeä
Jäädään tähän juopumaan


Ja kun aamu vihdoin koittaa
Todellisuus selviää
Ei edes kaipauksesi täyttämä viini
voi sinua pelastaa

[Ei aihetta]Tiistai 15.04.2008 18:47

vastaa rehellisesti, mitä tekisit jos :

1. sanoisin että rakastan sinua?
2. jäisin auton alle?
3. olisin tekemässä itsemurhaa?
4. sanoisin etten tykkää sinusta enää enkä halua olla missään tekemisissä kanssasi?
5. katoaisin tosta vain eikä kukaan tietäisi missä olen tai minne menin?

psykologiaa.... tai pyskologiikkaaMaanantai 14.04.2008 20:19

kiuru:"millon sä perustat perheen?"
mä:"no.. sitku..."
"ai sitku unelmien prinssi ratsastaa pihaa valkeella ratsulla?"
"just tota mä hain!"
kiuru:"mikä sust tulee isona?"
mä:"laiska"
"ai mitenni tulee"
"no tulee viel laiskempi"
kiuru:"te tehdä nyt ajatuskartta"
mä:"me ei tehdä nyt ajatuskartta"
kiuru:"miksi te ei tehdä ajatuskartta?"
mara:"me ei pitää ajatuskartta"

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 04.04.2008 16:29



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