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So tired from this all I want to die
seen so many suffering I can't go on
everyday brings same sights from past
making future so hard to bear
rain keeps following my trail
hurting more than thousands of loves
what I feel is being darned pawn in damned game

Now as I walk the cemetary yard
I feel jealousy towards the dead
brought peace by death
sun forever being denied
no more bearing pains of world
no more choices of love and life
never having strength to end this
after all.. I am already dead

Cast to shadows by my own right
denied to live by a whim
an pawn in darned game
that's what I have become

This hollow heart keeps beating
these empty sounds of broken
being once divine like angel
loving me, myself and I
an eternal war for amusement
like double edged blade
living is just an slow way to die

I hate myself for loving you...
I hate myself for being weak...
I hate myself for falling always...
such an weak comedy
that won't even be able to smile


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