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The MS boss still hasn't sent me the money for November. I'm getting pissed off. It's 3e, but at least it covers the account fees, since i have no other money there. I'm wondering what I will do now.. I guess if the money is not there by tomorrow, I'll ask about it. What the hell is the problem about it?
The whole MS just pisses me off.

And I'm wondering why I tend to write about money here all the time.. Interesting how different blogs leadme to write about different things: on my home one I tend to write about the family and my plans, here I write about money and gigs and complain about MS.. On DA I actually ahven't written anything for ages, but since it's DA, it's always connected to art.. On the english blog I wrote about my feelings, but since I'm not putting them anywhere anymore, it's quite about to close up.

Huh, I know I still have 9 days left at home, but still it feels like I'm going back way too soon.. I don't like this Christmas hassle (and when it comes what I don't like, I totally hate people writing X-mas), I want it to be over.. And all the obligatory family visits etc. etc..

I seem to have some bad life period now. A few months ago whatever I touched, worked out. Now whatever I touch, breaks down. It actually seems that everything around me is breaking down, even without my help.. Rollercoaster life. When it comes to my personal feelings, it actually seems going back upwards. But there's still the chance that things around me are still not gonna accept that, but they should. At least I think that they should. But I will have to figure out after I get back to the work routine. And generally when everything gets back to it's routine, at this moment it's pointless to think about anything..

What pisses me off is that I've realise that some of my favourite songs have SUCH suitable lyrics, that I can barely listen to them any more.. Sometimes I don't like the way my mind faces stress. And sometimes I don't like how much time it takes her to make up her mind (talking about MS). Nah, when it comes to MS I suppose I will stay until May or so, so that I can give it another try about the interviews. As far as I can see now it's my only chance for a decent promotion.. I'd really wish for something better than just blogs this time.. :-(

I want summer. One like last one.

And I would REALLY like to know why the hell my e-mail to the hostel cannot be delivered. I have NO OTHER chance to book anything and I really don't wanna end up having nowhere to sleep. Damn.
Sometimes I hate organising things.. :-(

OK, one thing to be optimistic about- I LOVE my new haircut :-)

Right. I guess I should go to bed..