The moment you're smoking cigarettes outside and you remember the feeling from exactly year ago and start smiling like an idiot 'cause you understand you'll never forget him and want to thank him about the things he did for you :) That time you hated him for that 'cause it was so soon after the last asshole that he hurted you but now you understand that it was all for your own good. You'll love him in your own little mind the rest of your life, and it's not bothering you even you now it's totally one-sided and you'll never say it to him. Life teaches you how to struggle trough it and you're strong and beautiful, whatever they'll say. You'll make it trough alone :)
-And now i realize that it's the one thing i have to prove-