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I'm not always proud about things I do
But I really saw something good in you
And now that the last light has to die
You gave a life for these final rhymes

Emptiness I've felt for several years
Was left alone with my demons and fears
And as I face the twilight of my life
Memory of you shines bright in my mind

I do remember times when I was alive
Had everything I wanted from this life
But knew those were illusions and lies
So all I could do was to leave paradise

This cold world that I'm wondering around
Sometimes I still sing but there's no sound
Lost sense of time when walking this road
And trying to remember where is my home

So now that the night has finaly come
I am thinking will I ever see the sun
I really tried to create something new
In the end I knew my heart died with you


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Kun sydän on tyhjä, ei se säveliä tee.
Vaan surut kirjotettu on taivaan kanteen.
Ja kun rakkaus on kuollut, mitään ei jää.
Eikä siitä pysty saamaan taas elävää.

Ja nyt minä mietin, miksi yksin jäin.
Kaipaan kun sinut aina vierelläni näin.
Kun kirjotan tämän niin muistelen sinua.
Ehkä sinä vielä jossakin ajattelet minua.

Taakka on aina helpompi yksin kantaa.
Ei ole enää mitään mitä toiselle antaa.
Ja kun kaksi tietä ei yhteen voi päätyä.
Kaikki unelmat taas kerran sai jäätyä.

Rakastaisinko vielä jos tietäisin sen.
Hän on yhä siellä, minua odottaen.
Vai jäisinkö tänne edelleen peläten.
Hän särkisi sen, mitä vielä varjelen.

Ehkä tämä on kohtalo joka minulle annettiin.
Vaikka sanoimme rakastavamme, niin vannottiin.
Minä aina toivoin ja halusin enemmän.
Ja tuuli kuiskasi, sinulle annan elämän.


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Man without mouth can't speak.
Man without heart can't feel.
Man without eyes can't see.
Man without soul can't dream.

So what's left in me?

I'm slowly losing my sanity
I'm not so stable as I used to be
Tears in my eyes I watch myself from mirror
And keep whispering, "what's wrong with me"

When asked, I say I'm alright
To be normal, I have to lie
It's a shame to do so and I don't know why
Maybe I don't want to survive, but I always try

Everyday I face a brand new me
Yet I don't remember how I used to be
Behind these eyes there is only pain
All I did was all in vain

Nights are dark, and days are long.
Never found the place where do I belong.
I always think, "This day is my last".
And all I can do is live in past.

Man with mouth can feel.
Man with heart can speak.
Man with eyes can dream.
Man with soul can see.

So what could I ever be?


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Kauniimpi kuin kukaan jonka minä tiedän.
Jumaloin, ihailen ja häntä minä siedän.
Ehkä hän ei tahdo minua raukkaa vaivasta.
Mutta antoi hän minulle pienen palan taivasta.

Hänen kotinsa on ollut täällä ja tuolla.
Liian monesti hän yrittänyt on kuolla.
Ja jos uskot minua, minä lupaan sen.
Rinnallasi olen, ja sinua suojelen.

Minä en tahdo enää nähdä sinun kärsivän.
Jos tulet luokseni niin annan sinulle elämän.
Painan sinut syliini ja varjelen sinua.
Korvaasi kuiskaan, olet osa minua.

Vaikka yö on pimeä emme koskaan voi eksyä.
Ja rakkauteni sinuun ei ikinä voi ehtyä.
Kun hymyilet ja katsot minua.
Tiedän, elää ilman en voi sinua.

Se mitä minulla on jäljellä sen sinulle annan.
Ja kun enää et jaksa niin minä sinua kannan.
Ja jos uskot minua, minä lupaan sen.
Sinulle elän elämäni, minä suojelen.

c. Joni "Nonno" K.

I write same old words.
Over and over again.
I'm still not alright.
Cause I miss you.

I keep dreaming about it.
How perfect world'd have been.
If only we lived together.
Forever, you and me.

I want to show, it's not broken.
Even that you might think so.
Yet I'm afraid that love has died.
Leaving empty hole inside of me.

I keep dreaming about it.
How perfect life'd have been.
If only we stayed together.
Forever, you and me.

I seek answers to questions.
Questions they never asked.
I know it's me to blame.
But I wouldn't hurt you anymore.

I keep dreaming about it.
How perfect we'd have been.
If only we believed together.
Forever, you and me.

I gave you everything I had.
It will always remain with you.
Sure it hurts me to let you go.
But I know you'd do the same.

Together, forever, you and me.


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Do you remember how it always used to rain.
We were alone and there was only pain.
Then we met and made this special bond.
We loved eachother, we became One.

Do you remember when we were holding hands.
Smiled and said "only you understand".
Had everything we needed, we had love.
Together we build bridge to stars.

Do you remember when we shared our secrets.
How hard it was and what do we regret.
Will always love you as you were.
What you became and will be, I'm always there.

Do you remember that promise we made.
That we could be together someday.
I want you to know one thing that's true.
I would be nothing without you.

Do you remember what we went trough.
Times when there were only me and you.
We made it and now that you're gone.
I still miss you, but we did won.

So now story is told and sun has set.
But you are something I won't forget.
And one day when it's my time to leave.
All I wish, that you will remember me.

c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Kaunis laulu veisattu moneen kertaan
Mutta nyt sanat vaipunut on unholaan
Ja vaikkei hän mukaansa ottanut minua
Minä en ole koskaan unohtanut sinua

Niin hämärä saapuu jälleen luokseni
Valo kerran niin kirkas sammuu
Ja sydämen tuli hiljakseen hiippu
Kunnes se pimeyteensä hukkuu

Vaikka tapaisin jonkun toisen
Jonka kanssa voisin jälleen levätä
En koskaan unohtaisi sitä asiaa
Että minulla kerran oli koko elämä

Nyt käsissäni pidän hiillosten tuhkaa
Ne nyrkkiin puristan ja katson tähtiin
Haaveilu ja unelmointi ovat turhaa
Kyllähän se jo kerran nähtiin;

Kahta samanlaista ei ole
Kahta samanlaista ei tule

Jos voisin palata ajassa takaisin
Tekisinkö silloin kaiken toisin
Pelastaisin ja häntä suojelisin
Voi kunpa minä vain voisin


C. Joni "Nonno" K.

Voice unheard, dreams those've burned
In this I write what has broke in me
Poem for pain, standing alone in rain
One of the nights when I really miss her

Shameless attraction, turned to affliciton
Like a thief she came in, and took my heart
Future speech, all those selfless deeds
Yet all she gave is this deep burning scar

Summer of love, at autumn leafs they fall
Memories fade in dark while she dissapears
Wordless goodbyes, no reason to cry
But for you my one, I saved my last tear

Nameless fear, vision once so clear
Was it my mistake, that we went so far
Left alone, it didn't reborn
So here I will bury my heart

Many years has passed, but still I stand
Did she find the place where she belongs
I came comeby, to see grave of our life
Here lies my love, oh why it's gone


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Her smile is brighter than thousand suns
Laugh is prettier than angels songs
I tought story of my life is done
But now I know it has just begun

Her eyes are beautiful like moon and stars
Told me not to be ashamed of my scars
Still not sure is this a dream
I've finaly met my crimson queen

Took a chance to love her like no one else
I didn't care about what everybody tells
But when I watched deep in to her eyes
I knew that next words would be goodbyes

Those days we had passed so fast
All good moments, couldn't make it last
I felt like we were all the same
But in the end, I was the one to blame

Maybe someday I can hold her once more
And whisper, you were something to live for
She was most beautiful person I've seen
So farewell, my crimson queen


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Autumn is gone, slowly snow rains from the sky
I'm so afraid to live, but not ready to die
But as I take a breath, and finaly close my eyes
I know that this would be my last goodbye

No one ever told me, what was needed to survive
They only promised, somehow things'd be alright
But when she left, took the promises that she gave
I wonder will she miss me, when she comes to my grave

I gathered old pieces, all that still remains
Just to notice, they didn't fit on their place
So I kept thinking, is this how I'd have to live
When all I've left, is a memory of broken dream

When I close my eyes, I can still see her face
Recall that feeling, when I kissed her and said
This is so unreal, I'm so happy to have you here
Wish I could have kept her always so near

Loved her so much, I painted her name in my heart
Only thing I waited during these years, was a new start
But hard as I tried, suddenly I realized
I lost the moon while I was chasing stars


c. Joni "Nonno" K.