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During these years I've lived with pain
No matter what, it was only me to blame
When I had something that I could enjoy
My heart was always used as a toy

Sometimes it feels like I've lost my world
Everything I ever build has been burned
But I stayed, thinking what I've learned
I felt that this is what I deserved

Yet I kept believing in true love
That is all my life was about of
Only me alone knows how much I suffer
Pondering if I can ever fully recover

Too many lonely nights I had to last
Still I dream things about in my past
Some wounds will never heal in time
But this is where I draw the line

So I left without saying any goodbyes
Sick of it how everyone always despised
And from now on, I'll not take it anymore
This time I'll be far away from the storm


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

I've seen you in my dreams so many times
Been always wondering that why
And during all those lonely nights
I missed you so that I've cried

So many years has passed since then
When I saw a picture of you
Now that I heard about you again
I wonder have you missed me too

Maybe you feel that you're abit lost
But there is no reason to be afraid
Long time ago our paths crossed
My feelings to you always stayed

I want you to know you're not alone
I'm always here when you need me
I'd give you everything I own
And everything you want me to be

To me you've always been an angel
You are so beautiful and divine
But only you alone can tell
Can I ever make you to be mine


C. Joni "Nonno" K.

I remember when I met you long ago
Was so enchanted by your glow
And I was thinking of you every eve
Wondering if you're thinking of me

There's something in me you don't like
So many times I have wanted to ask why
Some things are not always as they seem
But still you're the only thing I dream

I've always liked you and still I do
There's something really special in you
Being with you feels like I'm at home
And world seems so empty when you're gone

Sometimes it's hard to watch you in eyes
I'm afraid that your beauty'd turn me blind
It shines brighter than thousand suns
And it makes me feel that you're the one

I want to protect and stay with you
When you're tired I'll help you through
Forget what others did and all those lies
Hold me tight and close your eyes


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Season has changed once again
I feel cold breeze on my skin
Memories closed in heart
But now it's rotten within

Summer, I walked at the beach
I wrote your name on the sand
Saw tides wash it all away
Then I did finaly understand

From this dream there's no escape
And all I can feel now is hate
Everything I ever tried to do
It never was enough for you

Watch in my eyes and say goodbye
What you used to love is about to die
I can't hide behind this mask anymore
Could never be like I were before

In the end I saw my fate
But it was already too late
Some things can't be undone
All dreams died one by one


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

I'm not always proud about things I do
But I really saw something good in you
And now that the last light has to die
You gave a life for these final rhymes

Emptiness I've felt for several years
Was left alone with my demons and fears
And as I face the twilight of my life
Memory of you shines bright in my mind

I do remember times when I was alive
Had everything I wanted from this life
But knew those were illusions and lies
So all I could do was to leave paradise

This cold world that I'm wondering around
Sometimes I still sing but there's no sound
Lost sense of time when walking this road
And trying to remember where is my home

So now that the night has finaly come
I am thinking will I ever see the sun
I really tried to create something new
In the end I knew my heart died with you


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Kun sydän on tyhjä, ei se säveliä tee.
Vaan surut kirjotettu on taivaan kanteen.
Ja kun rakkaus on kuollut, mitään ei jää.
Eikä siitä pysty saamaan taas elävää.

Ja nyt minä mietin, miksi yksin jäin.
Kaipaan kun sinut aina vierelläni näin.
Kun kirjotan tämän niin muistelen sinua.
Ehkä sinä vielä jossakin ajattelet minua.

Taakka on aina helpompi yksin kantaa.
Ei ole enää mitään mitä toiselle antaa.
Ja kun kaksi tietä ei yhteen voi päätyä.
Kaikki unelmat taas kerran sai jäätyä.

Rakastaisinko vielä jos tietäisin sen.
Hän on yhä siellä, minua odottaen.
Vai jäisinkö tänne edelleen peläten.
Hän särkisi sen, mitä vielä varjelen.

Ehkä tämä on kohtalo joka minulle annettiin.
Vaikka sanoimme rakastavamme, niin vannottiin.
Minä aina toivoin ja halusin enemmän.
Ja tuuli kuiskasi, sinulle annan elämän.


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Man without mouth can't speak.
Man without heart can't feel.
Man without eyes can't see.
Man without soul can't dream.

So what's left in me?

I'm slowly losing my sanity
I'm not so stable as I used to be
Tears in my eyes I watch myself from mirror
And keep whispering, "what's wrong with me"

When asked, I say I'm alright
To be normal, I have to lie
It's a shame to do so and I don't know why
Maybe I don't want to survive, but I always try

Everyday I face a brand new me
Yet I don't remember how I used to be
Behind these eyes there is only pain
All I did was all in vain

Nights are dark, and days are long.
Never found the place where do I belong.
I always think, "This day is my last".
And all I can do is live in past.

Man with mouth can feel.
Man with heart can speak.
Man with eyes can dream.
Man with soul can see.

So what could I ever be?


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Kauniimpi kuin kukaan jonka minä tiedän.
Jumaloin, ihailen ja häntä minä siedän.
Ehkä hän ei tahdo minua raukkaa vaivasta.
Mutta antoi hän minulle pienen palan taivasta.

Hänen kotinsa on ollut täällä ja tuolla.
Liian monesti hän yrittänyt on kuolla.
Ja jos uskot minua, minä lupaan sen.
Rinnallasi olen, ja sinua suojelen.

Minä en tahdo enää nähdä sinun kärsivän.
Jos tulet luokseni niin annan sinulle elämän.
Painan sinut syliini ja varjelen sinua.
Korvaasi kuiskaan, olet osa minua.

Vaikka yö on pimeä emme koskaan voi eksyä.
Ja rakkauteni sinuun ei ikinä voi ehtyä.
Kun hymyilet ja katsot minua.
Tiedän, elää ilman en voi sinua.

Se mitä minulla on jäljellä sen sinulle annan.
Ja kun enää et jaksa niin minä sinua kannan.
Ja jos uskot minua, minä lupaan sen.
Sinulle elän elämäni, minä suojelen.

c. Joni "Nonno" K.

I write same old words.
Over and over again.
I'm still not alright.
Cause I miss you.

I keep dreaming about it.
How perfect world'd have been.
If only we lived together.
Forever, you and me.

I want to show, it's not broken.
Even that you might think so.
Yet I'm afraid that love has died.
Leaving empty hole inside of me.

I keep dreaming about it.
How perfect life'd have been.
If only we stayed together.
Forever, you and me.

I seek answers to questions.
Questions they never asked.
I know it's me to blame.
But I wouldn't hurt you anymore.

I keep dreaming about it.
How perfect we'd have been.
If only we believed together.
Forever, you and me.

I gave you everything I had.
It will always remain with you.
Sure it hurts me to let you go.
But I know you'd do the same.

Together, forever, you and me.


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Do you remember how it always used to rain.
We were alone and there was only pain.
Then we met and made this special bond.
We loved eachother, we became One.

Do you remember when we were holding hands.
Smiled and said "only you understand".
Had everything we needed, we had love.
Together we build bridge to stars.

Do you remember when we shared our secrets.
How hard it was and what do we regret.
Will always love you as you were.
What you became and will be, I'm always there.

Do you remember that promise we made.
That we could be together someday.
I want you to know one thing that's true.
I would be nothing without you.

Do you remember what we went trough.
Times when there were only me and you.
We made it and now that you're gone.
I still miss you, but we did won.

So now story is told and sun has set.
But you are something I won't forget.
And one day when it's my time to leave.
All I wish, that you will remember me.

c. Joni "Nonno" K.