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Do you know the greatest pain?
The Pain of all Pains?
Have you ever felt it?
Can you even imagine it?

Don't tell me you understand.
You don't.
Because you don't know.
Broke your heart, and then you'll know.
When the person, you trusted more than
nobody ever, with whom you shared your heart with,
walks away from you, then you'll know.

Can you now feel the Pain?
Does it now grow so huge, that it leaves your heart hollow?
Is it slowly eating you alive?
Now you know.
Now you can feel it.

People keep saying, that it will be ok,
and you'll get over it.
You laugh to them.
It will never be ok. You will never get over it.
They don't understand.
They haven't felt the Pain.
Someday they will.
They will see.
And then they'll understand.

You see, that person was a part of you.
A part of your flesh.
A part of your heart.
A part of your soul.
Your best friend.
Your soulmate.
How can you ever forget a half of you?
A half of your heart?
A half of your soul?
How can you ever get over that?

Once you were happy.
Once you were a whole person.
Once you had Him.
Side by side with you.
When He was happy, you were happy.
When He laughed, you laughed.
When He was sad, you were sad.
When He cried, you cried.
You felt His feelings, and He shared yours with you.
You feel that time was decades ago.

Now.
Now youre alone, and the pain is slowly, but for
so sure, eating your heart alive.
You can never be happy,
like the way you were with Him, again.
Now, smile is just a mask you use to
pretend to the others that it's ok.
But it isn't.
And it will never be.
Your heart is dying.
You can't bear the pain.

And slowly, all yor feelings fade away.
Except the Pain.
Oh yes, the Pain remains.
You can't feel empathy for others sorrow.
What is it compared to your Pain?
Nothing.
Soon nothing matters anymore.
You forget to eat and drink.
But it's nothing.
Life doesn't mean anything to you anymore.

So keep smiling, keep pretending it's
ok, and die slowly inside.
You can never have Him back.
He won't come back.
He won't never come back.
You're all alone, inside your mind, with the Pain.

For all those who can feel the Pain.

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