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It's dark.
I'm sitting in the corner.
But I have company.
My demons have surrounded me.
Teasing me with memories.
What I had is now gone.
Who I used to be is now just a memory.
Someone is sitting next to me.
It's me.
Reaching towards myself.
Whispering.

Fade away...
Fade away little flower.
Your sun is gone.
It has left you all alone,
with yourself.
Nobody wants you anymore.
Fade away...

And I believe every word.
Because they are true.
I can't lie to myself.
I shout my pain to darkness,
but nobody hears.
My heart is bleeding,
but nobody sees it.
I laugh to myself.
I despite myself.
I have become so fragile.
My life is so fragile.
I hear a voice.
It's mine.
Whispering.

Fade away...
Fade away little princess.
Your time has come.
There is nothing to you anymore.
Your part is over.
You are nothing.
Fade away...

I have lived too long,
seen too much.
I don't want to live anymore.
I don't want to see anything else.
Too much.
No more pain.
With the worst kind of company.
With myself.
Me and myself.
In corner of a dark room.
Someone is whispering to my ear.
It's me.
I want to fade away...

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