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I live so fast.
I live with passion, with my whole heart and soul.
Evere heartbeat is fast and full of emotions.
Seconds pass by.
I live every one of them.
I really live them.
Fully, completely.
It's hard.
To run through every moment.
With full speed.
And even if I wanted to, I can never stop
for my own will.
I must keep running.

But sometimes, life makes a wall in front of me.
I hit the wall and fall down.
And I see.
In those moments my soul reaches the sky
and leaves my body laying down to the ground.
In those moments time matters to me no more.
I can feel it passing me by.
But I don't care.
Those moments are hard.
But they give me relief.
I feel I understand so much.
The meaning of my life.
The reason why I run so fast.
It's fear.
Fear that my past reaches me.

I wish I could stay in those moments forever.
But it's time to get up and keep running.
I'm burning my candle from both ends, like
they say.
But it's the only way I can live.
Live fast and die even faster.
It's my blessing and my curse.
To live every moment with so much feelings.

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