IRC-Galleria

I'm not your satan, nor an antichrist
So why you give me the cold eye?
Is it for what I've done
or for what I didn't?

This forlorn hope outraces you,
leaving without a trace
Why didn't I tell you early enough?
Why didn't it break in me?

Paranotic nihilism, clutched
Kept enroped, raped

ItÂ’s all lies out the gate I snuck up fast,
IÂ’m losing everything that I thought would always last
So now I lie waiting for a cure
To this poisoned and diseased
Mind I thought that had my back
Now IÂ’m giving up, God help

IÂ’ve been falling apart
Self distractive at heart
ItÂ’s ok, it's ok if you hate me
IÂ’ve been living my death
Over and over again
ItÂ’s ok, itÂ’s ok if you hate me
'Cause I hate me
(It's ok if you hate me)

Am I blind?
IÂ’m letting myself slip away
IÂ’m losing every chance I get to keep myself the same
So now I hide I keep my secrets locked inside
IÂ’ll severe out the truth so the world can see my lies
Now IÂ’'ve given up on God

IÂ’ve been falling apart
Self distractive at heart
ItÂ’s ok, it's ok if you hate me
IÂ’ve been living my death
Over and over again
ItÂ’s ok, itÂ’s ok if you hate me
'Cause I hate me

IÂ’ll slit my throat, so IÂ’ll bleed the truth
Cut out my tongue so I speak no excuse
ThereÂ’s enough trash in this blood to pallet you
And IÂ’m just a fuck

Midsummer I wave
A 'V' of black swans
On with hope to the grave

And through red September
When skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced, when you left me
A rose in the rain

So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?

For once upon a time
From the binds of your loneliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Black window, painted over damask
Rays of light are not able to pass
We are caught in the webs we weave

How will I buy my happiness?

Journey of incarnation
They call my name, my entire form
Nothing's like it used to be

How will I fill my emptiness?

Walls are not able to be climbed
Trees are not able to be cut
One thing I not is for sure
I will never turn my back again
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Tell me why you wonder, hiding under mire
Feel me with this sequence anger
If I'd change the avenue, would you grafity me?
A serene night is time for penance



The sky is so bright under this sunshine. Is making me fly. Beautiful smile, how long have I missed affection ? Waling in wrong way is living in trash-can, let's burn to ashes. But this is story in my dream.
I wake up in the morning front of screen.

Laske hiljaa kymmeneen, kuule valuvan äänesi tummentuneen
Kaiva esiin kaikki jalokivesi, joita pitkään jo lie säilönyt
Ota askel hitaasti eteenpäin, nosta katseesi taivaaseen
Kuinka pilvet hajoavat palasiksi aina takaisin kokoontuen

Jälleen jokainen suruvirsi vielä kantautuu paikalleen
Tarjoaa pahaa siementä, jonka kauan sitten ottanut kantaakseen
Laske sormesi värttinään, tunne kuinka pääsi sut kavaltaa
Kuinka sydänmesi murtuu jäätikön alle sinne ikuisesti jäädäkseen

Muistot tulvivat myrskyisillä vesillä aina haaksirikkoutuen
Ikuisesti paikalleen jäädäkseen kunnes kuolema korjaa
Älä anna keuhkojesi paleltua älä koskaan, milloinkaan
Revi huulipielesi irralleen vain lupauksesi paljastaen

Halkipoljetun oikopolun päässä korppi naurahtaa
Hellästi olkaasi koputtaa kunnes meidät hautoihimme lasketaan
Päästä tunteesi valloilleen, anna kyynelten kovettua hiekassa
Anna niiden lasittua auringossa niitä helminä säilöen