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I'm too afraid to show you,
and so afraid to tell you.
To afraid to get my hopes up,
'cuz I know, you and me,
will never be us again.

You have her,
And I want you to hold on to her,
if she makes you happier than I ever did.

But I never felt, this alone.
I never felt this insecure.

I gave everything, just to try to make you stay.
Should I give up, 'cuz I can't let go?
I just wanna try to make you see what we could've been?

I'm giving up,
'cuz I can't let go, can't let go of you.
I fought so hard, I tried so hard to move on.
But I don't want to move on,
I got nothing to offer to anyone,
as long as you have my heart.

And you know, my feelings will tear me apart someday.
I'm feelin' down again, 'cuz I know,
Our lives could be different. I'll wait and bleed,
I'm a sinking ship,
but I keep my true thoughts locked inside my head.
My feelings won't ever be found by anyone.
CRASH AND BURN.
my time is up.

You know, I'll wait as long as you want.
But all my hope is gone,
and I'm giving up,
I've had enough.
I no more believe in a thing called love,
At least in my life.

But don't you ever ever blame yourself,
you were my mistake.
I should've known to walk away.


(c) booberry

Ohh, I think I'm feeling guilty.
My conscience calls,
I know I'm not that kinda person,
as my friends seems to think.

I'm so sorry to say this,
but I'm no fighter.
I gave up since
you broke my heart.

But this time, it's different.
I can't stand another day without you,
But desperation makes me stay.


Yeah, Yeah, I know,
it's not like me,
to break down,
'cause of some guy.

It's not like me to cry myself to sleep every night,
just 'cuz I'm all alone.


But this time, it's different.
I can't stand another day without you,
But desperation makes me stay.

I've been tryin' to get over it, so many times.
But everytime I try to do that,
I hurt someone, and I realise,
I can't get over you.

I need to leave this town,
This city, my friends, everything.
I can't be here,
Everything reminds me of you.
Everyday is like living in a hell.

But this time, it's much worse.
I can't stand another day without you,
But desperation makes me stay.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to blame you,
I never meant to make you feel guilty.
I hope you find someone,
who can do the things I couldn't,
someone who'll makes you smile,
someone who'll mean everything to you.

To me you were that someone,
but I know you don't feel the same,
so I'm leavin', 'cuz I know I can't get over you.

(c) booberry

It ain't so hard to breath anymore,
I know he owns me and
He's not mine anymore,
but I'm getting use to it.

I'm free,
but I can't be with anyone,
'cuz I got nothing to give.

I think he's saving me for a rainy day,
but I don't mind.

It's true,
when they say that the only way to keep the girl,
is breaking her heart.


(c) booberry

I came to say I'm sorry, and I know it sounds like an empty word,
but I am sincere. I can't really change the things I've done and said,
I can’t find the words to make up to the ones I’ve hurt.

And I beg you, to listen before you go.
I never ever meant to hurt you,
but I just can't be like this.

I'm cruel, I'm cold. Look what I've become.
It's 'cuz I'm not in to this.
And I don't know if I ever can,
'cuz I can't deal another time with a broken heart.

I can't let you in, I can't let you win my heart.
'Cuz somebody else already seems to own it.

I think you're better off without me,
there's nothing I can give you,
except misery.

Trust me, you could never ever figure me out.
Look at me now, what's wrong with you,
You should be sick of me now.

I look so ridiculous,
I Thought I’d never be,
what I’m running from now.


Just take a second to listen,
I beg you, to listen before you go.
I never ever meant to hurt you,
but I just can't be like this.

I'm cruel, I'm cold. Look what I've become.
It's 'cuz I'm not in to this.
And I don't know if I ever can,
'cuz I can't deal another time with a broken heart.

I can't let you in, I can't let you win my heart.
'Cuz somebody else already seems to own it.

So don't you understand,
I can't give you my heart,
I don't have it anymore.
He took it away.

He left, with my heart.
So now there's nothing else,
I can give you, except my apology.

I'm cruel, I'm cold. Look what I've become.
It's 'cuz I'm not in to this.
And I don't know if I ever can,
'cuz I can't deal another time with a broken heart.

You'll be better of without me.


(c) booberry

Oh did you know?
I saw her today,
she was with another guy,
he was holding her hand,
and kissing her lips.
They we're kinda cute.

Does it hurt?
Does it make you sad?
Maybe even make you jealous?
Well I guess you have a reason to be.

But why did you have the make the wrong choice?
Why did you choose the one who will always hurt you,
the one who's love is just nothing but a waste of time.

She only needs you,
'cuz she doesn't wanna be alone.
I don't get it,
your other choice, was the girl who loves you more than anything.
She'd give anything to be with you,
she's cryin' every night,
'cuz you left her all alone.

She's all alone again,
trying to fill her loneliness.

(c) booberry

Look what it's done?
Now I'm cold, now I'm nothing but a shadow of what I once was.
You know, that I can't sleep,
and that I can't breathe.

But there's nothing you can do about this.
It's my head, it's my feeling.
And it's not about you or him or anyone else but me.
I'm getting sick of feeling like this.

I'd like to have a one real smile,
it'd be nice, to smile for a while.
Like really smile without reason.
I guess I'm gonna have to see what happens,
See if the sun really shines after rain.

I just don't believe that the sun shines,
that things get better.
I don't believe that 'cauce I've seen it a million times.
And it's a lie. Shallow lie.

But you have to remember,
that I'm your mistake, in your life,
I wouldn't be here, if you haven't ever asked me to.

And I'm sorry if I let you down,
by saying that I wanna give up my life.
But it's only the truth,
'cuz I'm getting tired,
way too tired,
for this shit.

(c) booberry

I'd give anything,
Anything it takes,
to make this feeling go away.
But it's like stuck on my head,
it won't go away.
No matter what I do,
it stays the same.
This tears me up inside,
I can't breathe.
No matter what you do,
you can't make me feel any better.

I hope there's somebody out there,
Someone who hears when I pray,
Who sees how it breaks me down once again.
Even if it takes forever,
to make this all go away,
just let me know you're there.

I wish you could save me from myself.
Don't give up on me,
I need you now,
I need to know there's someone,
who hears when I scream my lungs out.

Is there anyone?
Will you be there when I fall?
Could you take this all away.
Just help me please,
I'm giving up, 'cuz I don't,
I really don't have too many reasons to hold on.

(c) booberry

I wouldn't wanna waste another day,
don't you see that this is the same old, same old situation.
I'm just gonna keep runnin' away.
You should've walk away , when you met me.
Trust me, there's nothing good here anymore.
If ever was.

You've done a million things to make this right,
but I haven't done anything.
And it doesn't really matter,
In the end, it's the same.

I'm sorry, I'm gone. I can't fix this anymore,
I know you were trying to save me, from me.
But don't you know, that this so called love of mine,
it's just a lie.
But don't you lie to me,
I know that you're sick of feeling like shit,
so I guess it's time to say goodbye.


(c) booberry

I think I've had enough.
What's the point if it's just gonna be like this?
This is full on shit.
No I don't wanna hear anything anymore,
it's not gonna change.
It's not gonna be alright, ever.
I know, I've seen this before, and I've had enough.

I'm climbing on the walls and
screaming my lungs out.
And this isn't worth it.
I use to say, that they're gonna
judge anyway so it doesn't matter,
but this time, they were right all along.

I should listen to them.
I could be the one to fall.
But I'm gonna climb back up, anyway.


(c) booberry

your possible move could motivate me.