IRC-Galleria

my scars are so deep that i don't think i will ever recover from this fully.

I run into you and nothing in your eyes tells that you recognize me, better yet even notice me. It feels as if my heart very literally stops beating and you walk away and something within me dies very slowly and painfully. I just cant help but wonder in what kind of the universe God does things like that?

Had i walked away first, would this still be hurting this damn much?

Missing you terribly isn't the worst thing about this.
Nor is the feeling of being hurt, betrayed, used and thrown away.
Not knowing if you even remember what we had is.

good luck with building something worth living for from the stardust for i'm planning on being the fullmoon for someone else now.

heaven is a place on earth with you.

this surely must be the biggest difference between us,
but understanding that makes getting over you so much easier.

now that i really try and recall, i remember some seriously happy times in my life without you in it. so how come i forgot how to smile?

i'm lost in this senseless cruel world and i don't know if it even makes a difference which path i choose anymore cause i know you're nowhere near. but knowing that i still wake up every night screaming your name as if it was the only thing to keep me alive, to keep us alive.


had i admitted that we're dead, everything would be better.

i really need you here with me and for me.