IRC-Galleria

now it's three in the morning and
im trying to change your mind,
left you multiple missed calls
and to my message you reply
"why'd you only call me when you're high?"

i think maybe, just maybe, i'm starting to forget.

on helppoo tarttuu kiinni ja kohta päästää menemään.

If God ever makes mistakes, you are the most definitely one of them. You, you are cruel creature without ability to love. You treated me like shit, like some thing that you can win, trade, sell or throw away (and sure all of these you did). But the biggest of God's mistakes? Me loving you, after all this. Me caring for you and willing to take you back if you were ever to come back.

he-hei jos sä tarviit happee ja iltas tekee kuolemaa, soita mulle.

this certainly is the most terrifying thing: i have had some men before you, and hell, have i had some men after you, but never, not before nor after have i felt like one of them has been the one. no, i just feel that you were, and you are, the one. and it scares the hell outta me to think that i've maybe lost you forever.

because who am i without the one by my side.

every now and then i kinda get over you, forget you, let my wounds heal and don't think of you at all. And everything starts to seem perfectly nice and i'm sorta happy and it even seems that i will be able to move on someday. But then all this "kinda happy and nice" -shit hits me and i start to recall how it all was between us and i open my wounds that i've wanted so hard to heal and then i just wallow in sorrow and pity myself for thinking everything was just fine again. Just can't help but wonder - why on earth do you have this iron hold on me.

shine bright like a diamond
shine bright like a diamond
shining bright like a diamond
we're beautiful like diamonds in the sky.

if there's a way to forget you, i would really like to know.

every time i close my eyes,
it's like a dark paradise,
no one compares to you,
i'm scared that you
won't be waiting on the other side.