IRC-Galleria

where have you gone?

i'm doing things, working like crazy, just to forget you,
but how on earth could i forget when you're in my
dreams night after night?

my scars are so deep that i don't think i will ever recover from this fully.

I run into you and nothing in your eyes tells that you recognize me, better yet even notice me. It feels as if my heart very literally stops beating and you walk away and something within me dies very slowly and painfully. I just cant help but wonder in what kind of the universe God does things like that?

Had i walked away first, would this still be hurting this damn much?

Missing you terribly isn't the worst thing about this.
Nor is the feeling of being hurt, betrayed, used and thrown away.
Not knowing if you even remember what we had is.

good luck with building something worth living for from the stardust for i'm planning on being the fullmoon for someone else now.

heaven is a place on earth with you.

this surely must be the biggest difference between us,
but understanding that makes getting over you so much easier.

now that i really try and recall, i remember some seriously happy times in my life without you in it. so how come i forgot how to smile?