I don’t tell alexandra my ex-girlfriend how to survive the end not according to Terence McKenna and not Timothy Leary, not my take on it, not everything I read and not explaining what we did sexually from a porno stand point including everything I invited on myspace and not how to be in porn the way I think I’m in porn and not how I interpret law to mean I did touch her the wrong way and not what to do, not how to be, and not where to be 20 years in the future 10 years behind it, not 30 years in the future and 15 years behind it, not 10 years in the future 5 years behind it not on lsd with her ever dying and living forever acid sick of you tab.