IRC-Galleria

heh, when man is down and somebody starts to talk about freezing cold and having a cup of hot tea every half an hour it can help from that neverending hot weather :D
thank you, it brought me back up on my feet, sounds stupid enough to make me laugh :D

but I don't know, now it's pretty interesting, everything's upside down, waiting is killing me, I have to admit it but then what will come next? the temptation of something new is calling me and that's what I like... what I always liked

eventhough I'm more than worried I'm smilling right now and the unsecure feeling is dead for a moment, well, at least this talk with my mum today really helped me, never do such a thing but it was good, but I won't practise it much often coz bothering others with my problems... no, never, friends, relatives etc are here to cheer them up not to bring them down (okie, don't take me as an example!) and still, nobody is gonna understand me ever, of course, there could be somebody one day who can see at the bottom of my soul but only the same person as me can understand me and they say everyone is special so I won't find another 'me' ever, but it's better out this way...

now, or better from 1. 9. 06 the new life will begin, where? how? somewhere, somehow... anyway it all ends up with endless sleeping after all :) so what's the deal

have a great time wherever you are