I'm pretty tired, I don't even know why...
but I love suomen kieli, yeah, I know I have those days when it seems pointless, stupid idea to even try, but once I step over that period, I feel strengthened, wish I wouldn't forget so much words and grammar, but anyway, I veeery slooowly fulfilling my dream... okey very slightly, I know, but NOTE to self: it's very important to endure the hopelessness, the result is worth it :P