Unbelievable! Because I'm very sensitive today, my nerves didn't want to accept the fact that hide died tragically some time ago and I was almost crying inside my heart the whole day, well morning. Then I was supposed to go to work by train but because I trembled a bit and was down because of hide, I got into the wrong train and got to work 15 mins late luckily only 15mins 'cos my brother took me with his car, thank you a loooot.
At work it was tough, lots of analytic stuff and you have to remember it immediately, and then I had to catch train back home but I waited for local bus for half an hour :(
What does it mean? Well, strictly devide time for myself and for work, never even slightly combine it. When somebody dies (whoever I don't even have to know), I have to stop mourning the very minute I get into the local bus to the railway station and on the contrary.
Will be interesting that next year, really!