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TenKaze

Loveless start ~ Loveless end.

PsychosisMaanantai 16.01.2012 03:22

AgainSunnuntai 15.01.2012 02:36

I send my mind loafing around, I want to reach for the stars of my dreams. And again I burned my fingers while doing so.

This time, I was making spaghetti and that spaghetti was the messenger.

This is why I usually want to secure the feelings, the thoughts, everything around me. So I don't have to reach for the stars just to burn my fingers.

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 13.01.2012 22:44

Perkeleen 0,75 L riisijuoma kun pääsen kotiin, avaan tetra pakkauksesi ja hörppäisen. Olen näin jo 2 kolmas osaa sinusta juonut.

Keijun pitää ruveta tekee isompia säästö pakkauksia... -.-'

OblivionTiistai 10.01.2012 03:52

When will I return to nothing. I'm so eager to get into the void, darkness. Where there is nothing. Place where not even myself would exist. Yet I would recognize that I am there. I would be happy. To sleep a century or 2.

If I've shown few people the way out of the darkness. I don't know how many I'm supposed to help. But even 1:2 is more than enough already, in my head. That I would've already earned my place in that void.

I wish to just sleep, but something awakens me. Someone always awakens me. I cry now for I'm pushing forward because of not myself. I'm pushing forward without any energy. I'm already burnt out, but I'm still going forward.

One can't tell what my reason to exist is anymore. Now that I have none in my own opinion. Why there is no void. Why am I still here. Am I just supposed to wait.. ... ... ..?

If I am to wait. I would atleast just want to sleep during the meantime. Only to awake when I'm really needed. Then sleep again. Oh the joy if I'm granted this void...

FreeMaanantai 09.01.2012 17:29

Maybe I was sad because I knew in my heart some hope was just false hope.

Promises I make, I want to keep as long as possible until I'm released by the related to the promise.

Now that I've been given the words of freedom that released me from few promises. It seems I have forgotten how... Easy it feels.

If I promise it means you mean a lot to me. If I promise something I will try in any way to keep my promise whenever possible.

Now that something has really ended and the scale has fallen to one direction. I feel at ease.

I finally feel... Free...

OverSunnuntai 08.01.2012 20:16

Is it really over? I ask
"Maybe someday..."

Is it really over? I ask
"I'm not saying anything"

Is it really over? I ask
"I don't want to say it"

Things left undecided, haunt mind like poison mist floating above water.
When one can't say and when the other is willing to take the decision of the other. Things stay undecided. I would love an answer that would make everything clear. Mist is the worst to get lost in. Decision of either is a light to release. Mist is the poison wich will make us all choke.

A simple answer to a question of life, releases or chains one's very soul. Set free or shut in the cage. Either is fine. But don't keep in the mist.

ILauantai 07.01.2012 17:50

I think like Squall Leonhart
"Rinoa... Even if you end up as the world's enemy, I'll...I'll be your knight..."
"Will they... Will they talk about me this way if I die, too? Squall was this and that. Using past tense, saying whatever they want? So this is what death is all about... ...Not for me. I won't have it!!!"
"I dreamt I was a moron."
"Forget it. I don't want friends who won't be around tomorrow."
"Why do people depend on each other? In the end you're on your own."


My life is like Tidus'
"I'd probably punch him in the face..!"

I'm as confused about myself as Cloud Strife

I want to help like Zidane Tribal

My dreams are as Zack Fair's
"I wanna be a hero"
"Wings... I want ones too you know..."

I want to serve as a knight for my sorceress like Seifer Almasy
"Let me tell you about MY romantic dream someday!"

I'm 2 sides of the coin and balanced as Cecil Harvey

I wish I had same life as Noctis Lucis Caelum
"Fools set the rules in this world. Just take a look around. It's undeniable."

I want to change the fate as much as Genesis Rhapsodos
"Infinite in mystery is the gift of the Goddess. We seek it thus, and take to the sky. Ripples form on the water's surface. The wandering soul knows no rest."
"We are... monsters. We have neither dreams nor honor."

I would love to take out the world like Sephiroth
"I knew ever since I was a child, I was not like the others. I knew mine was a special existence. But not this kind."

My deepest fear is to become a shadow, fail to... And depend on a... like Shuyin
"This world continues to fail us, and what's worse, I failed to protect you. Vegnagun will make that all go away."

I wish my sorceress could help me forget time and make wounds heal like Ultimecia
"The boy in you is telling you to come. The adult in you is telling you to back off."
"Time...It will not wait...No matter...how hard you hold on. It escapes you...And..."
"This is reality. No one can help you. Sit back and enjoy the show."
"I am Ultimecia. Time shall compress...All existence denied."

I wish the dark side of the relationship would be between Rosso the Crimson
"Slashed, strangled, and slaughtered. Beaten, stabbed, and crushed. Garroted and impaled. Shot and executed without mercy. Nicely said, Weiss. I wonder if this will be a little more amusing than last time."
"You know, this is the first time I've ever felt the rain on my skin. But then again, I hadn't even seen the sky until a few days ago."

and the one I wish I was Weiss the Immaculate
"The pure will be "spared" for the cause, while the tainted will be hunted down and exterminated. They shall be slashed, strangled, and slaughtered. Beaten, stabbed, and crushed. Garroted and impaled. Shot and executed without mercy. The time has come to cleanse this world."
"There is nothing that can destroy me. Nothing."

I've sworn quietly to myself I shall not raise a gun against another human unless I'm turned into weapon itself
You won't show no reason why you are supreme by firing one

I will only serve if I'm allowed to do it with a blade

And I will only use that blade when and if something precious is in danger, and that is because of promise, and keeping a promise means keeping your honor
"You're an idiot to let them go like that. Your honor will kill you someday you mercenary..."

I might be a relic by my ways. I might be a fossil for what I believe in. I will fight for my right to still exist. If it means death I'm willing to take it, for if I'm not accepted I'd rather return to darkness where one finally attains peace.
"I am...Bahamut The Great GuardianForce Bahamut. ...Guardian Force? I...? Using my powers... ...It is you humans... I fear..."
"Have you seen the light...?"

*snap*Lauantai 07.01.2012 01:39

Oh were does the feeling come from, all mighty joy. Time frozen for an eternity. Laughing with only himself.
Wondering his past, making delusions of the future, waiting only for the decisive words.
Has the poor boy finally snapped. Thinking his wings might carry him. Has the poor boy finally snapped. Driven by something greater than depression. Laughing for the time being when the time does not move. Waiting for something decisive wich he can't make.

He follows, but what does he follow. Where does this shadow lead him. What do his dreams tell him. Few decisive words make the time flow again. Yet fewer actions are needed to freeze it again. Is it a skill of his own..? Is it the will of his own..?

Time frozen and I wish the clock would tick forward but only a minute wich felt like an hour. I wish something decisive would happen. A phone call in the midst of night. Or Reaper to claim the head of one.

He waits when time does not move. He thinks his wings might have grown enough to carry him. Will he try. Will a dream come true or has the poor boy finally snapped...

Fav Songs 6 (hele en päässy 7)Lauantai 31.12.2011 16:03

Utada Hikaru - Simple and Clean

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MtjemoFXD4Q

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,

Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

The daily things
that keep us all busy
all confusing me thats when u came to me and said,

Wish i could prove i love you
but does that mean i have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when i say so,
And maybe something are that simple

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before
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Puddle of Mudd - Blurry

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3EsWZkt4x8

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's no-one left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
'cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

Can you take it all
Can you take it all away
when you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
no this pain you gave to me
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Fav Songs 5Lauantai 31.12.2011 16:02

Final Fantasy Dissidia - The Messenger

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7g4jZgw1Tw

The Messenger is standing at,
Standing at the gate.
Ready to let go,
Ready for the crush of The Messenger.

Too late for whispers,
Too late for the blush.
The past is mercy,
When the future's aglow.
(Won't you let it go?)

Kneeling jury,
Dressed in a cloak of shadows.
The hunting's grim for the innocent eyes.
Communion's prey is a cup of sorrows.
(With failure's scars.)
With failure's scars,
For the humbling cries.

The spirit is lowered down,
Waiting for me to hit the floor.
Blooming whites can't fool the voice of war calling tonight.
Tonight faith is the red crown,
The red crown around your door.
Time's scattering the seeds of the morning daylight.

The Avenger is roaming through,
Roaming through the land.
Ready for the clash,
For the lasting gash of The Avenger.

Mothers kissing sons,
With a staff in hands.
The bride is shining,
When the groom is gold.
(Won't you let it go?)

Shining warship choked in the wave of silver.
The offering's grief for deceiver's bride.
Salvation then is a cup of fire.
(Hope is the start.)
But hope is the start,
Of the morning tide.

The spirit is lowered down,
Waiting for me to hit the floor.
Blooming whites can't fool the voice of war calling tonight.
Tonight faith is the red crown,
The red crown around your door.
Time's scattering the seeds of the morning daylight.

The pilgrims are gathering the marching band,
The marching band's howling.
Compassion is the flag of a righteous man,
The righteous man will hold.
The pilgrims are gathering the marching band,
The marching band's howling.
Compassion is the flag of a righteous man,
The righteous man will hold.

The spirit is lowered down,
Waiting for me to hit the floor.
Blooming whites can't fool the voice of war calling tonight.
Tonight faith is the red crown,
The red crown around your door.
Time's scattering the seeds of the morning daylight.

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Nobuo Uematsu - Eyes On Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-_Did76LXQ

Whenever sang my songs,
On the stage, on my own,
I never said my words,
Wishing they would be heard,
I saw you smiling at me,
Was it real? Or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner,
Of this tiny little bar.

My last night here for you,
Same old songs just once more,
My last night here with you?
Mayber yes, maybe no.
I kinda liked it your way,
How you shyly placed your eyes on me,
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you.

Darling so there you are,
With that look on your face,
As if you're never hurt,
As if you're never down,
Shall I be the one for you?
Who pinches you softly but sure,
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer.

So let me come to you,
Close as I wanna be,
Close enough for me,
To feel your heart beating fast,
And stay there as whisper,
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me,
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you.

Darling so share with me,
Your love if you have enough,
Or tears if you're holding back,
Or pain if that's what it is,
How can I let you know?
I'm more than the dress and the voice,
Just reach me out then,
You will know that you are not dreaming.

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FFX-2 - Real Emotion (English)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUd2JcauW4s

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can't hear you

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

Falling in the hazy deepness of my heart
I can see your face or something like this
Every now and then I don't know what to do
Still I wonder if I can ever go back

All the things I've seen
In those hazy dreams
Can you get what I'm seeing now?
Everything's so different that it brings me to my knees

And though I know,
The world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give into it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me
You'll never be alone

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can't hear you

And here I find the real world of emotion has surrounded me
And I can't go on
When you are there the moment that I close my eyes
You come to me
We are connected and for all I know
I'll never be alone

And though I know the world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give into it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me
You'll never be alone

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can't hear you
I can't hear you

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Linkin Park - Bleed it out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kajLcZK9L_w

Yeah here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line

Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind

Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose

String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so i won't get loose

Truth is you can stop and stare
Run myself out and no one cares

Dug the trench out laid down there
With a shovel up out of reach somewhere

Yeah, someone pour it in
Make it a dirt dance floor again

Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out
[End Chorus]

Go stop the show
Choppy words and a sloppy flow

Shotgun opera lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go

Mama help me I've been cursed
Death is rolling in every verse

Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can't contain him he knows he works

Fuck this hurts, I won't lie
Doesn't matter how hard I try

Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know that I wont be satisfied

So why try ignoring him
Make it a dirt dance floor again

Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out

I've opened up these scars
I'll make you face this

I've pulled myself so far
I'll make you, face, this, now!!!!

[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out
I bleed it out
I bleed it out