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"Noh, sun toiveet on just nyt kovan kysynnän alla ja meiän kautta rekryt tais mennä just viikko vai kaks ennen tätä sun aikaa."
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They all say tomorrow will be bright
Give up darkness and death
Can't you see the glimpse of light?

Every method disabled
I still want it all to end
Every move predicted
I heard the void calling

Goddesses torturing my soul
In order to create something anew?
The way out always sealed
Forced to live even on my own

My purpose still hidden
I don't want to find it
My life string titanized
I want to snap it

Always protected and beloved
Please let me escape
Always valued and concealed
Please take my soul

Goddesses torturing my soul
In order to create something anew?
The way out always sealed
Forced to live even on my own

I heard the void calling
Every move predicted
I still want it all to end
Every method disabled

Can't you see the glimpse of light?
Give up darkness and death
They say tomorrow will be bright

I refuse to believe it
I refuse to see to it
I refuse to live it

Embracing the darkness
Embracing death
Embracing
Embracing
Embracing...

~The goddesses never give what I wish the most... Didn't give me eternal love, didn't keep my dad alive... Refusing to release me... Their images twisting from heavenly to wicked...
Just a puppet... To abuse, to torture, the dirty secret of a divine... Every night I wish was the last...
Dark sky and rain... I've grown so cold only water opens a way for my tears...
For never ending silence and complete black... Is way better than left gray~

The flashes of future are coming true even more and more frequently
What it means, maybe I know
Where it leads, I do not know
But no matter how hard I try
Tomorrow seems certain

Am I going to find the queen
Or do they mean the journey in shadows continues
Am I going to die
Or do they mean this hellfire is eternal

Heal me
Kill me
Heal me
Kill me

Cut me up make me bleed
Suffocate me make me faint
Poison me I will forgive

Am I immortal or living dead
I wish I knew the difference between devils and agnels
Am I dreaming or living the realité
I wish I knew the difference they both seem to feel same

I've only seen Death never felt it
I don't know if it is permanent
I've only witnessed Death never felt it
My curiosity wins my will to live

To take a peek and jump in
My fears keep me from dying
To take a dive and drown deep
My body negating the poison received

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Sealing systems
"Can't control it again eh?"
Threat level 3
"Yah, I'm running out of poisons here."
Initiating purge
"Damn it..."
20% removed
"He'll wake up tomorrow."
Toxic shields bursting
"We created a machina we can't shut down..."
"It bleeds so it should be able to die too!"
70% removed
...
...
95% removed"
Threat level 1
"Maybe if you shoot it in the head, and that isn't guaranteed either..."
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I seem okay
Outer hull is all you see
Makes you wonder what keeps the machine running
Is it a spark or is it a ball of plasma

Well I tell you there's nothing there
Emotions all blurred
Everything deep and buried

Sick puppy who lost it
Will to live and try to find something worth it

The eyes whitened see nothing
Heart covered in armour out of this world
Willing to serve too scared to let any close

Mind so poisoned, depths of the green sea kill the light
Acid rain confirms it
Touch of death, chaos born from speech
Corrosion proves it

I say, stay away
Don't come near me

I am your suicide
I will kill everything you were
There is none capable of having me next to them

You can't be from this world

I say, stay away
Don't come near me

I am your suicide
I will kill everything you were
There is none capable of having me next to them

You can't be from this world

Your finest won't make it
My breath rusts your shine
My touch poisons your mind
Acid in your lungs will drop you dead

Week or two the love may sustain
Month or two it makes you cry
Year and two you scream "I want out"

You can't be from this world

Your finest won't make it
My breath rusts your shine
My touch poisons your mind
Acid in your lungs will drop you dead

When the curtains of excitement burn
I will not surprise you
When the movie starts to roll
I will not blow your mind
Midway you think what bullshit

~I will not change, I will not offer anything new, I swear an oath I keep it until you scream "Get the hell away from me". I could take the time if you could take me, but that's a fantasy never to be. Born as too old for this world. Unneeded puppet of goddesses.~

The goddesses bring me the songs of my life, I never asked, I never said I wanted. But they just pop up, the same time I feel like the song goes.

nauruun.

[The Server aka Endless Summer 2:]
I loved you, you made me, hate me.
You gave me, hate, see?.
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? you feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
This strife it dies, this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!

[Chorus - Tha Producer aka Da Seducer:]
I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no

[J-Dog aka The Flat Iron Chef:]
I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!

[Chorus]

[Bridge - Tha Producer and Shady]
Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.

[Chorus]