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The lost emotion, I have found it again



On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep?
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I will not die, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

Steel a soul for a second chance
But you will never become a man

My chosen torture makes me stronger
In a life that craves the hunger
A Freedom and a quest for life
Until the end the judgment night

Bless me with your gift of light
Righteous cause on judgment night
Feel the sorrow the light has swallowed
Feel the freedom like no tomorrow

Stepping forth a cure for soul's demise
Reap the tears of the victimÂ’s cries
Yearning more to hear the suffer (of a)
Of a demon as I put it under

Killed before, a time to kill them all
Passed down the righteous law
Serve a justice that dwells in me
Lifeless corpse as far as the eye can see

The eye can see
The eye can see
The eye can see
The eye can see
The eye can see

(Clean Voice)

Bless me with the
Leaf off of the tree
On it I see
The freedom reign

We are falling
The light is calling
Tears inside me
Calm me down

Midnight calling
Mist of resolving
Crown me, with the
Pure green leaf

Praise to my father
Blessed by the water
Black night, dark sky
The devilÂ’s cry

Bless me with the
Leaf off of the tree
On it I see
The freedom reign

We are falling
The light is calling
Tears inside me
Calm me down

Midnight calling
Mist of resolving
Crown me, with the
Pure green leaf

Bless me with the
Leaf off of the tree
On it I see
The freedom reign

Praise to my father
Blessed by the water
Black night, dark sky
The devilÂ’s cry

(Demonic Voice)

Life of vengeance, a passive test
Until the grave I will rest
Engage the pressure until it crumbles
The existence of the lifeless black souls

Onward to the sacred battlefield
Where justification and limits are revealed
Tools of steel in rage they conquer
Weed out the killing of victimÂ’s stalker

The powers proven to end the madness
Upon I take it to end the savage
The rays of light a truth of meaning
To my father the blood is pleading

A justice rage for all to feel
With innocent cries and hatred squeals
The gore of evil seems to satisfy
When slain an maimed and pacified

My chosen torture makes me stronger
In a life that craves the hunger
A Freedom and a quest for life
Until the end the judgment night

Watch the footsteps but never follow
If you want to live tomorrow
Steel a soul for a second chance
But you will never become a man

I remember living a day
When I was 8
That our family went boating
We found a huge rock with a small pine tree growing on it
We decided to go on it
We parked the boats
We were on the rock
I was walking around it
I slipped
I fell
Steep part of the rock
Boats were parked behind me
I couldn't swim
So I took hold with my claws
Only thing keeping me out of water
I yelled for help
But I got none
I started crying
And my father's friend came
He yelled at my father that your son is in trouble
They watched from above
"I know you can't swim, but you can do it!"
Said my father
My father's friend laid down and tried to reach me with his hand
"Come on, try to bounce and grab my hand!"
And my father laughed
I tried to climb up but I actually went more down
My feet touched the water and I panicked
I gathered everything and I bounced off the side of the rock
I grabbed the rope that held the other boat
I climbed on the boat and back on the rock
And then I noticed my chest tingled
I saw 3 1 cm linear scars

As I wake up I notice the same 3 scars
I ask dad where if he remembers where I got them from
He didn't so I said where
He laughed and said I was dreaming
It felt so real
I wonder if that dream was supposed to mean something
Those 3 scars
They were on my heart
Did they mean 3 strikes on my heart?
I can't tell
Maybe
I'll see

~Maybe my dreams tell me something, maybe every dream has a meaning but I just don't know. But why did this ghost come from the past to haunt me now. Maybe... This one could be the one?~

(^(c)PsychoMonkeyShogun)

An honest crescendo
And by your words that rise like stars
That moment, I knew
That I would bind myself to you
For calling, the demons,
They can't wait to deny the truth
But they'll have to wait
I'm anxious 'cause right now I am loving you
There is nothing that they can do
To stop me needing and yearning you
Even if we're a million miles apart,
We're still joined right at the heart
Heart
Your memory, it warms my soul
So when I die, I won't be cold
Put here on earth, I got something to prove,
And why love a lie if I got nothing to lose
So I take my chance and I make my move
I fought my evils, scaled the wall
And backed the right horse, broke the rules
I'm risking everything I've got
Just to get a shot with you
There is nothing that they can do
To stop me needing and yearning you
Even if we're a million miles apart,
We're still joined right at the heart
There is nothing that they can do.
To stop me needing and yearning you.
Even if we're a million miles apart,
We're still joined right at the heart.
Heart
I died inside when you were taken,
And then I died some more
The daylight hurts my eyes
'Cause I'm a stranger to the sun
Some parts of me are gone forever,
But the rest of me lives on
There is nothing that they can do
To stop me needing and yearning you
Even if we're a million miles apart,
We're still joined right at the heart
There is nothing that they can do
To stop me needing and yearning you
Even if we're a million miles apart,
We're still joined right at the heart
Heart, heart.
Heart, heart
Heart, heart
Heart, heart

^For tonight it feels as beautiful

~I've had the dream twice already. A white shadow I'm talking with. White... Never has my dreams given me white shadows. I want to believe my dreams. They haven't been wrong so far. Why would they be now..? Question is. Who and what does the white shadow mean.~

I wonder when I've had enough of everything
Even though the day wasn't yesterday nor today, nor it seems to be the tomorrow, when will the dragon inside me have enough
When will I set my world ablaze
Scorching the ground around me
When Will I
Sing This
Song...
With full heart. No doubts. No second thoughts. Just the pure emotion.

Close your eyes and make believe this is where you want to be
Forgetting all the memories, try to forget love cause love's forgotten me
Well hey, hey baby, it's never too late pretty soon you won't remember a thing
And I'll be distant, as stars reminiscing
Your heart's been wasted on me

Ohhhhh ohh ah oh oh oh oh

You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you
My little decoy
Don't look so blue, you should've seen right through
I'm using you, my little decoy
My little decoy

Live your life inside a dream
Time is changing everything
Forgetting all the memories
And I'm forced into you just cause you're into me
Well hey, hey baby, it's never too late
When I'm gone you won't remember a thing
But I can't stay and you know I won't wait
I was gone from the very first day

Ohhhhh ohh ah oh oh oh oh

You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you
My little decoy
Don't look so blue, you should've seen right through
I'm using you, my little decoy

I'm not sorry at all
Oh, no (Not sorry, oh, not sorry)no
I won't be sorry at all
Oh, no (Not sorry, oh, not sorry)no
I'd do it over again

Don't look so blue, my little decoy
You should've seen right through, my little decoy
You've never been so used, my little decoy
As I'm using you, my little decoy

~ Hahahahahahahahha. This is just so new sensation to me. The music I love, why I don't listen to you. Seems like you already tell me my life, prepare me from the very bottom of my subconsciousness. I don't know whether to love or hate being so blue. All we have are theories, before someone really says it's so. But it's who I am. The Fool. With only questions. Hahahahahahahahahah..!~