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When it hits it hits
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I've been traveling for so long
So lost till I stumbled upon
Two roads in front of me
I had to take my time

To the right I could see a church
I took a step in that direction first
But to the left there was a watering hole
Where they were whiskey drunk
And now that's where I wanna pray
The fun down here goes on and on

If I was perfect
Then this would be easy
Either road's plausible
On both I could drown
I walk through the center
With no rules to guide me
I realize it's difficult
But now I can see

There's gotta be another way to go
A way that's much more feasible
A combination of all these lives
A central path without choosing a side

I make decisions one at a time
And no I never say I'm always right
I'm confident that when I stand on my own
You'll see the truest form of a man
When I'm shining through
So far down here, just holding on

If I was perfect
Then this would be easy
Either road's plausible
On both I could drown
I walk through the center
With no rules to guide me
I realize it's difficult
But now I can see

Oh, I hear them now
All the religious right
(Anger I See)
(Anger I See)
(Anger I See, Now)

The left isn't better
It's just more of the same
Condemning all these people
For what they believe

I climb to the top of that mountain again
No one is going to save me this way
And the closer to the top I get
The more they can gain
But I'm not you

I may not be perfect
But I've always been true
I may not be worthy in your eyes
Climb up from the bottom
For the last time
The last one the last one
The last time

If I was perfect
Then this would be easy
Either road's plausible
On both I could drown
I walk through the center
With no rules to guide me
I realize it's difficult
But now I can see, yeah
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It just hits. I know what I want now clearly myself... And the pieces. I realized. I compare the stories... I see the same. Why wasn't I there earlier. I can't... This mockery from goddess' is... Pretty damn annoying. Now that I see. They were but they were dethroned. Histories match. If I only would've been there earlier. But that just isn't possible for I didn't even know them before the days I've met them. I'm an ancient soul. I'm too slow. Or is it just really mockery from up above. Are they having a blast now that I saw it. Where the connection lies. Where the "almost" comes from. Or are you crying with me for you watched what they were not what they came to be? The hell should I know.

I never asked for a crown myself. I only asked for a sword and armor. I asked the right to question not decide. What is this, Faith? Fortuna? Destiny? Please. I'm tired... Even a pawn needs something back. Even jester needs a holiday...
Happiness... Seems like it never was close... Well there's someone for everyone right? When all the pieces from the shattered images form a whole new image... Kinda relieved... But also more sad. I never was close to anything. Well now that everything is clear... Chase the dream again. Aaaaah this hurts and heals at the same time..! I wasn't near my dream at all in my life.

Life... All I want to say to you dear life. **** **** *** ************ ******* ********* *** ****** ******* you...

~Queen... Wisdom... Sorceress... Control... Question... Hear...~

Just nyt ois superhieno ilma ulkona... Mut ei syytä tai seuraa olla ulkona...

Nnnnoh... Onneks 2 kaverii laulelee kohta "Ohi on".

Born outdated

Like a failed prototype

Unwanted

Needless

Abandoned project

Gunblade

Scars of rejection

Over exceeding

Reason fear

Missing the capable handler

To melt it away

To place it on display

Or..?

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~You're analog trash in this digital world~

All the pain taken
All the cracks opening
0 is the number
Recognized being nothing

I wonder what keeps me going on
I see nothing I've given up hope
Yet I'm curious about tomorrow
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe
That's all I know
It's a chance of 1 in a 1 000 000
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe
I wonder what keeps me going on
I see nothing I've given up hope
Yet I'm curious about tomorrow

Shrouded in darkness just to attain cover
But the blanket turned against it's master
Swallowing it whole

Only glints of light may be seen
So it is still there
Suffocating from the darkness around it
Said to have done good
Now it needs assistance itself

I wonder what keeps me going on
I see nothing I've given up hope
Yet I'm curious about tomorrow
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe
That's all I know
It's a chance of 1 in a 1 000 000
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe
I wonder what keeps me going on
I see nothing I've given up hope
Yet I'm curious about tomorrow

Mie: "Tää Russchimehukatti on yllättävän hyvää..."
Äiti: "JUMALAUTA sinnekkö miu tonicit katoaa?!"
Mie: "Ilmeisesti."
Äiti: "Täähän on melkein alkoholilantringin väärinkäyttöä!"
Mie: "Olen hirveä, hankaloitan äitini alkoholin nauttimisia."
Äiti: "Niin oot, mitä mie kavereille pääsen itkemää, miu poika juo miu lantrinki juomat!"

Mut sit ku se lämpenee tai väljähtää yhtää... Blergh...

3 years since I last used my dad's scythe
This time I used it... It felt more light than ever.
It was as sharp as if my dad would've sharpened it yesterday.
As the scythe felt light.
Heavy felt my heart wielding it.

Sitten kun miettii kaikessa säikkyydessä loppujen lopuksi.
Ehkä sitä oikeesti voi merkata jollekki tosi paljon.
Kissa...
Palautti maan pinnalle.
Maan alta...

Kun jollekki persialaiselle nirppanokka ruttuturvpalle kelpaat.
Lämpönä.
Huolenpitäjänä.
Turvana.
Vaikka kui hirviönä ittesä näkee loppujen lopuks.
Sano kuka ikinä mitä sanokaa.

Se tulee sillon tällön aina joku ilta ja käy tyytyväisenä pienen rapsutuksen jälkee käden päälle makaamaa.
Nukkumaa.
Siinä se aamulla vieressä on, kylessä.

Tyhmä kissa.
Avaa silmät.
Aika pieni asia voi avata silmät.
Ehkä sitä voikin tarkoittaa jollekkulle jotain niin paljon.
Ettei ole mitään väliä millasena ittes näät.


Tulipa haikee olo.
Bleargh...
Kaipa sitä voi pitkästä aikaa käyä hyvillä mielin nukkumaa...
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Niin joo perjantai..!



I got Johnny Depp
I got Johnny Depp
I got Johnny Depp
Hanky panky friday

I feel something isn't right
I think it is this world
When there's nothing left to fight
We all fall down

We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now

All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But would we want to start it all again
Follow me down

Alone middle of the night
It's the end of this world
I would give everything I have
Just to get out

Took playing God one step too far
How could we have been mistaken?
Man ruled from a counterfeit throne
We followed him down

Called it a breakthrough
Called it a breakthrough
Called it a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now

Nothing left for me to wish for
Wanting you is detrimental
All I have is the beating of my heart
We all fall down

You're my shining star
Tell me where we are
You're my shining star
Tell me where you are

And do you dream of me?

Hrrrtktktktktk

Oma lämmitys lakkas sit toimimasta...
Ratkaisu huppari päälle
Huppari ei toimi
Viltti päälle
Ei toimi
Teetä

Hetken helpotus...
BAAAAAAAAAW
Kylymä. KESÄ ja kylmä...

Every path
Leads to more questions
More uncertainty

Every solution
Leads to more questions
More uncertainty

Every obsolete
Leads to one more question
Happy?

Nothing seems satisfying
Everything has a shadow

Take a path
Simplicity in itself

All the doors are open
Yet they all close right in your face

Learn from trial and error
One problem in this is
Life isn't eternal
You can't start over if you make a mistake

"Which way do I go?
How fast is too slow?"

I have my beliefs about everything
Yet they every plan can be scrapped one by one

My spirit falls down all the way to lethal level
After every negative
I want a direction to follow
Just a direction
Or the ending
The between I want kept secret

In a way this will give the final solution and leaves nothing behind guessing, but... Do I have the strength?