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Voi jumalauta ku ei saa ees lihapiirakkaa syötyä ilman haarukkaa ja veistä T_T

Inglorious Basterds, iz gud
Running With Scissors, mitä helvettiä mä just katoin
Ja se siitä yöstä sitten

"Jooei, me ei tehä nyt mitää, tää menee radiologiaa"

*käy leuka röntgenissä*
*menee takaisin*

"Vai sellasta"
*sörkkii sörkkii sörkkii*
*tökkii piikeillä pistää aineita ien kudoksen alle*

"Määrään sulle kipulääkityksen ja antibiootit"

"Röntgenistä näkee et tän hampaan ja vielä viimeisenki viisauden hampaan pitäs tulla ihan ok. En ymmärrä miksi tämä on sitten näin kipeä. Enemmän olen huolissani tuosta toisen puolen hampaasta (miun eka viisauden hammas jonka tulos ei ollu mitää komplexeja), koska sehän on tullut ihan sivusuunnassa. Et sen poistoa harkitsisin vakavasti."

*röntgenist näki et hampaan kruunu osio on seiskan kylkee vaste*

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, MUTKU SEN TULOS EI OLLU MITÄÄ ONGELMIA, eikä se oon mitään koskaan aiheuttanukkaa...

Yhyy... Ku ei pysty ku nukkumaan, avaamaa suutakaa kunnolla ja satunnaisesti hörppimää keittoja...

~ Everytime I'm to open my mouth, goddess finds a way to seal it. It is as I am never to speak. Never to open my mind. I wish my genes would allow my quietness too. But if I'm quiet, would the love of my life ever find me... ~

Helvetin kolmas viisauden hammas ku osaa tehä ilkeetä. Ien kudos nii kireellä ku se puskee kolostaa et "koskee". Jos ois unipillereitä nukkuisin vaan koko tän väliajan ku se tulee. Eikä se oo itseasias viisauden hammas vaan jokerihammas, hymyillessä ei tunnu mitää.

Ja tulin siihen lopputulokseen pilkku että "Etsin Seuraa" status on luotaantyöntävä. Aloitten tekeminen, on luontaantyöntävää jostain syystä. "Sinkkua" kyllä käyää kyyläämäs mutta siihen se jääkin. *sigh*
Deittipalvelut... WE HAVE A PUMA..! Ehkä pitäs ottaa vain hyvän ystäväni sanoista vaari ja vain odottaa yksinkertaisesti. "Älä turhaan etsi kyllä se joku sieltä jostain tupsahtaa kun odotat rauhassa."

Nyt tosin ymmärrän miks vauvat alkaa rääkyy keskellä yötä ku hampaat tekee tuloaa. Tää "kipu" on hyvin... kiusallista...

Noin, nyt on erottu siitä koulutuksesta... Keväällä ehkä metallialaa kokeilemaan.
Jotenkin ei kuitekaa harmita...

Jos olotilaa voi sanoa jokseenkin onnelliseksi niin joo. Tai sitten se johtuu siitä, että 24 tunnin valvomisella ja yhden tunnin torkuilla olen "sulkenut" puolet aisteista ja tunteista. En tiedä. Tuntuu ihanan "kylmältä".



~ Everyday that passes I see the life that isn't suited for me. It's a cocktail of misery, depression, satisfaction. Theory that proves to be correct, but is still a disappointment. It seems my happiness is quite the opposite of what is considered when thinking "happy person" by the book of society. Only few individual cases accepted... Where's the hole for this octagon...~

Ostin sit kaks kassia lähinnä säilykkeitä, terveisin hetken mielijohde.
Aaah, ruokaa...
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Ja pitihä se tänki tulla kuviohi

"Your crime is... It is... Your very existence."

"Friendship? What is it? I wouldn't know... I think it's just for weak to be naive."

"Let me tell you something... People that misbehaves for other people's sake, are the ones I hate most!"

"It is very interesting. What could have twisted you so much? You don't even seem to realize it yourself. Say, where are you exactly? These clouded eyes of mine, can't see you at all."

"Humans.. are weak aren't they?"

"Father, if you don't need me. Then why am I here. Where do I belong exactly? Do I have to live alone?"

"You're one weird human, aren't you? You're hurt, and yet you're still laughing. You don't care about yourself. You may be here right now, but you don't really belong anywhere."

"She's like light to me. She always show's her feelings as they are."

"I'm scared that I'm not human. I'm scared that I'm different from other chains... I fear the things I don't know. I fear the things I already knew... and at every moment... I always... more than anyone... fear myself the most!"

"He is another destructive angel. He will bring yet another calamity on this land."

"You're the kind of person who brings ruin onto others. And an especially wicked one at that."

"The unsolved maze"

"I'm telling you, if you sacrifice yourself so easily, you'll never be able to protect anyone. Your sins are too great. You're hurting everybody."

"Maybe this is just some ridiculous fairy-tale someone made up. Everything is shrouded with mystery."
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We
Saw the power to change the future
In our dreams

In the midst of the noise, I heard your cry
It exposed my weakness as I was laughing

The road that you go on is only known to you
So chase after a different sky

We desire the courage to face toward the future
So we get lost in the past
Until I return to the true present
Where you laugh

Thinking that I want to learn about you, for the first time
I was daunted by the distance between our hearts that can't come together

We understood that we couldn't understand each other, so with just that
We're starting

I want to embrace your tears, pains and everything
But I feel that the more I run, the farther I become from you and I get worried
Where should I go..?

In the midst of the noise, I hear you singing
Now I can see my form that I'd lost

Please give me the power to change
The future that I would've gone through by myself
You laugh, and with just that
I can fly high

We desire the courage to connect hearts
So we get lost in love
Until I return to my true self
That laughs with you
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~Maybe it's a mistake to rewind to past. Maybe I wont find any answers there. Still, it is the only place I can look for them right now. The cry for the power to change the past. Sounds more like a scream in the wind. Still... Even if there was a chance. Who would know the outcome? Is it really what one would wish for? If you'd wake up from the past, would you remember why and what you were to change... The Abyss... Seems so homey...~



~ And I wonder what happens in realité, as the hand goes a full turn and has carved the full picture.~

Ei hele mitä muroja, näitten pitäs vissiin kaikkien esittää tähtiä mut osa on hyvinkin ihmismäisiä. Jotenkin... Järkkyy... Kulholline nanoihmisiä ja hukkuu maitoo. Turpoo. Ja hukkuu. Ja turpoo. Ja tulee syödyks.
Oi voi Kelloggs... You made my day.

Huomenna pitää käydä kaupassa. Toivottavasti en levitä enää mahapöpöä. Jos vaikka aivastaisin pari kertaa HeVi osastolla... No okei, takin sisää.

Tää kuu tuleekin olee mielenkiintone tulevan kannalta...
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~ I don't want to go back... But I can't move forward either... I can't stop, because my heart still beats and my lungs get filled with air. If any was threatened the beast takes the control. I want the clock to stop...
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Mirror mirror, on the wall
I'm just someone with no self control
You don't know the real me, but you get a glimpse so you paint a picture
So vivid, but just so wrong

This little girl is broken this time
I've seen things no one should ever have to see
I paint a smile on to tell the world I'm doing fine
While everything I've known flies out the window

(Chorus:)
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation

Mirror mirror, on the wall
You see a girl with no self control
You ask what I want, it's complicated
The truth is, I don't know
I guess it's not enough to be there sometimes
But I've been dealt a hand no one should ever have to play
I guess I've really messed up this time
I'm too tired to fake the strength behind this lie

CHORUS

And now I sit here, all alone and bored
My head is filled with advice I once ignored:
That all you get from this moment, is all you gave to your past
And all you'll get from this moment, is what you gave to your past

I'm turning to the next thing
I laugh just for this moment
I'm crying on the bathroom floor
'Cause nothing is the same
Turning to the next one
Then we're laughing for the moment
I'm crying on the bathroom floor
I can not regain strength

CHORUS

And now I sit here, all alone and bored
My head is filled with advice I once ignored:
That all you get from this moment, is all you gave to your past
And all you'll get from this moment, is what you gave to your past
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~ Maybe I did lose the track of who I am... I've never felt truly MAN but since I'm a male I'm supposed to be... certain way... So I'm considered as a freak for just having long natural nails (especially good for self defense combat, but the situations are so rare...) and wearing heels sometimes because they feel awesome (Also quite combat handy)... And called freak for being in between of the extremes is... Odd...~
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Tämän taivaan alla
Kuun ja auringon
välissä olento on
käärmeen kasvot ja
rippeet enkelin

Sekö minusta
jäljellä enää on
missä olin ja
missä lentelin

Tuuli yltynyt hakkaa naruja lipputankojen
tuuli yltynyt käy yli puiden rankojen

Tämän taivaan alla tuuli puhaltaa
se hakee vertaistaan
ja pieni ihminen ristii kätensä
rukoillakseen
Mutta rukous on vain mutinaa tuulessa
ei sitä kukaan kuule ja
jos jostain joskus löytyy jumala
ei se lapsekseen, kuvakseen
minua tunnista

Unohduksen
sylistä nousee
raudanharmaalle
taivaalle

lintujen parvet
kun tuuli levittää
tomua
yllemme

Pelkään kuolemaa, ei kukaan kulje täällä vetten päällä
pelkään kuolemaa, ja pelkään elää täällä
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~ You don't make any sense when you say you want to be a hybrid... If you balance everything the outcome is worse than something that can be useful in 1 or 2 things. You'd be only decent for everything, but you won't surpass anyone. There's no space for such beings in this world. ~

Whee, vihreetä teetä ja lihapiirakkaa. Niin sairas yhistelmä et mahapöpöki lähtee kävelee. ><
Update 1826, 3.10
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Hyiii helvetti mikä aamu, sappinesteiden vaihtoa 40 minuutin välein aamu 0800 alkaen...

Ei, päässä ei vippaa. Ei vippaa yhtään ei. Jäätelöauto veti talon ohi ja repesin kuollakseni.