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I feel like a small cat leaping around just to catch a laser dot

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~ You never gave your reasons to leave, you kept it all inside, the error I'm trying to correct. Yet all I hear is laughter and I reflex laugh with them. Everyone thinks it a joke. I can't shake the feeling I'm following you straight to hell. Everything I learned from you, then you showed not even that was enough. From your wishes you gained the opposite. Spirit of the joker follows our family around. ~
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Lay down your sword knight
For tonight you face death you prayed to take your life
Your honor too heavy to bear
Chains created by divine just to keep you in line

Did what you felt right
Never slayed your opponent
Even the so said evil deserves to heal
Correct the faults but you know it never regains the good inside

"Your honor will kill you"
Words echoing in the dark
As death is reaping tonight

How does it feel to live a dream
When there's no one sharing the fear
Tomorrow is never certain
For someone rising their sword up to reach sky

Songs of the past, you let them flow

Never tried to stop the, river's flow

Wind giving your direction, when you're blind

You refuse to speak up your own mind

Should you think otherwise
It's already too late, so please just don't cry
Because Death came to say goodbye

It starts with normal scenery
Nothing wrong everything so clear
I wish I could say I was alright and really mean it

A glimpse of here and there

It's like unstable napalm
Glint of light turns to spark
I find myself in the hell fire again

Melting blades and fire

The steel cuts feel
Initiating the burn
From the heated blade

Unrecognized hidden trauma

I shatter to pieces
I scream for the pain
I fall crying for there's nothing to gain

Key to open the Pandora's box

The fear, the sorrow
The fury, the pain
Take me by surprise, their coming untold

So I fall disabled

I wish I could say I was alright and really mean it
Nothing wrong everything so clear
It starts with normal scenery

I attack myself without a reason
Can't see what causes this treason
I wish I could say I was alright and really mean it
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~ So I find myself singing the song of the sirens. So I could fall asleep under the steaming shower. Wishing it would cleanse all this. Burn my skin away. I never felt like I confessed my feelings. Letting the words out didn't help. Doing something would just turn the daggers in the wounds for both. Last words were "I'm okay now". So I force believe them, I keep my oath. I dare not challenge Destiny... ~

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"I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky, like a bird so high, oh I might just try"
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~ Primary set: Riki < Ten < Me < Automaton
Control set positive: 1. Riki 2. Me 3. Ten 4. Automaton
Reverse set depression: 1. Me 2. Ten 3. Riki 4. Automaton
Sealed set lockdown: 1. Automaton 2. Ten 3. Me 4. Riki
When you hide your problems no one suspects a thing. When you scream them out loud you're laughed at, you're alright. I'm starting to give up hope for finding the sorceress, mastermind who is to control all of them. ~

Bwaaaaaaaaaaa, taas kaupungilla oli toripäivä ja kauhee ryysis. Jossain Land Roveris oli vanhempaa bensa mallia... Kheee ku rauhotti ja tuoksu hyvälle.
Pystyn ignoraa kaiken mitä ympärillä liikkuu ja tapahtuu, mutta rupee särkee päätä. Helpompi vaa automaattisesti kattoo kaikki läpi. Maanantaina Lappeenrantaan joulupöytiä tyhjentämään, buahhaha.
(V) (;,,;) (V) < Today I learned to make Dr. Zoidberg


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~ I don't know what this feeling is. Anguished, waiting, nervous, like something is to happen. Can't concentrate, disabled. I have no reason for it yet it haunts me. I feel like throwing up. I feel accelerated. Yet so much lack in information. Can't breathe. Yet I'm not passing out. The hell is this. ~

Elämä saattais olla helpompaa ilman persoona jakaumaa. Ehkä...
Yks on kauheen varautunu, melkei äkäsen olone.
Toine on helvetin impulsiivinen, pirtee, nolo, mitä helvettiä mä oon tekemässä.
Kolmas sit taas vaan kauheen analyyttinen.
Ja neljäs on jokin automaatio jonka ajasta en muista mitään.

Apua? Hain jo. Ei auta. Vaikutan liian... normaalilta.
Skitso? Nope..

Onpahan lähes jokainen päivä jossain määrin erilainen, eahhaehaeh.

Entäpä jos kaks päätä katkeaa... Oonko sitten normaali?
Vai tunnenko itteni vajaaksi?
Sen näkee sitten tapauksessa JOS

Mutta kaikista paras ratkaisu on ehkä lopettaa turhien toiveiden herättely yhtään mistään, mihinkään suuntaan.
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~ When I used to pray, I prayed. And I received a guardian angel. When I stopped believing, I received a dragon's embrace. Third I felt like I couldn't go on, days passed by, with no memory of them. Automated, animated puppet... How can 1 L bottle hold 4 L... 4 souls homed in 1 vessel... Should've... Blown up...~

Unaware of your being
Unaware of your location

As I lay down under the steaming shower
Feeling home
While skin burning down
I wonder

Have my cries been heard
Have I already met you
Has destiny already twitched her fingers
Have you already found me

I wouldn't know
I wish I could bathe in lava
I wish I knew something

But I just wait
(for the queen)
And dream
(as the sorceress haunts me)

Looking for someone
Describing special

To fly wish I could
Chained to the ground I rather would

I refuse the initiative
Avoiding the approaching

The keys I can take
But only to bury them

A monkey shouldn't drive
As dog shouldn't wander off

I will not drive

I refuse to set the course

Only through suggestions
I wish to affect your decisions

I want to be the silent standing guard
Adviser from behind

Invisible bloodhound
The screaming shadow by your side

TÄNÄÄ ON SITTEN AAMU ALOTETTUKKI KUNNOLLA



Hyvä se on tälläsen kunnon kaapu aamutakin kaa tanssii peilin eessä. En tiedä, terveisin hetken mielijohde.
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