They ignore each other and look the other way, but they both know it wasn't supposed to end this way.
I don't want to hear you say that I will understand someday. I don't wanna hear you say we both have grown in a different way. I don't wanna start over again. I just want my life to be the same, just like it used to be. Some days I hate everything, everyone and everything.
There are so many things I wish I could tell you, but I can't. I'm not sure if you would ever understand because I don't understand half of it. I want to be with you so bad, but I'm so afraid of getting hurt and because of that, I end up getting hurt more. I can sit here and say that I don't care about you and that I'm not going to let you hurt me, and just by saying that I know that you can and have. It's not your fault, it never is. It's me.