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now that i really try and recall, i remember some seriously happy times in my life without you in it. so how come i forgot how to smile?

i'm lost in this senseless cruel world and i don't know if it even makes a difference which path i choose anymore cause i know you're nowhere near. but knowing that i still wake up every night screaming your name as if it was the only thing to keep me alive, to keep us alive.


had i admitted that we're dead, everything would be better.

i really need you here with me and for me.

i was told not to ever give up on something
that i can't go a day without thinking about.
So not giving up on you.

i never should have let you let me go.

and at some point i just forgot how to try.

i'm so afraid of the possibility that you're not coming back this time.

i don't know how and why on earth,
but you made me care for you
and now i'm lost in the hell created by your lies and my dreams.
wouldn't you please come back.

sometimes i think you're the choice i regret ever choosing.
but then again, there's no one but me to blame for that.