IRC-Galleria

The chance of null. Have everything disappear.
If I was given the chance to forget everything and start from 0.
I would take that. It feels like I have done it.
Forgot everything from my past life.
Erased from the tale. And now I would be reliving it.
Remembering those pieces here and there.
Seeing those pieces in my dreams and I call it seeing the future.
What if I really did get that chance.
To forget everything.
Relive everything all the way from 0.
What if I really took it.
I'd take it now if I was given the chance.
All those happy moments without any suspicions, predictions.
Now all those haunt me.
I miss the past.
It was so easy.
What is gone.
Is gone.
There is no rewind.
If there was I'd do few things differently.
If there was a chance to change 3 things from your own lifestory.
I'd be happy to take it.
I'd be happy for an end too.
The end for all these futile efforts.
The end for all this that has led to nothing.
The end for all this nonsense that hasn't carried any fruit.
If I was given a cup of poison.
I'd take it.

Yet tomorrow shines bright and I see the face of what I'm now.
Why does it shine bright when it's just another fruitless day.
Yet tomorrow I'll be happy to see the daylight again.
Why am I happy if I think all so far has been for nothing.
My mind is free.
But chained.

~My own mind eats itself just to recreate the pieces it has eaten up. What can silence it when it is able talk to itself all the time.~



"In the maze without an end...
Drowning in our faults
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?"