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Why is reason such a hard term
Why is why such an awkward question

If someone asks for a reason

We close up
Void befalls on our lips
We are ashamed
Like if the reason would be laughable
We cry
For it is too hard to admit

Encounter a problem
It stays unsolved
For this very reason
It is not the reason that is laughable
Problem is laughable
The pain that it causes

It is a fatal worm
That worm carves and feeds your insides
Admittance would set everyone free
Reason would explain it all

But our lips
Remain
Sealed
For we are afraid
Of how we look in the eyes of others
Instead of curing our wounds

Jee, oli kivaa olla veljen kaa viikonloppu vaikka kustansinkin koko viikonlopun.
Lauantaina piti käydä tosin kattomassa kuolinpesän kakkos asuntoa ku siell oli kuulemma putki kosahtanu ja joku oli ilmeisesti päättäny jossai välis yrittää keittiö hanasta rykäsemällä koko vitun säätimen hanasta paskaks. Ei ollu luontoäidin näköstä jälkee se, mut hyvi kyl vesi tursus liitoskohista.
Järki lähtee ku ei mikää voi mennä vaa helposti ja sujuvasti tän iskän kuolinpesän kaa...
Loppuis nyt enneku joudun muuttelee koulutuksen peräs...
Kweh~

Iha outo päivä, muutamaa poikkeus tapausta lukuunottamatta kaikki. Kauhee negatiivisuus tänää nettiä myöte. Solvaamista, vihaamista, raivoomista. Eikä kotiväkikään sen paremmalla tuulella.
Itsellänikin harvinaisen väsynyt päivä. Jos huominen olisi parempi.
Tosin, paskan päivän pelasti paska, - - = +, niinhän meille matikassa opetettiin!

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Aamu alkaa sillä kun ajattelin että heti aamusta käyn postista hakemassa uuden kännykkäni, noei ku herätys soi sammun samantie uuellee.
No sit ku pääsen viimein liikkeelle roskat on tuulikaapissa "Vie nämä roskiin". No heitän ne roskii ja sitten ajattelen et vois vippaa kissanpaskalaatikonki siinä samalla. Tyhjennän senki ja sitten lähen kävelee. Ekasta risteyksestä pääsin ohi ku tajusin et ei oo noutolappua.
No käyn hakemassa uuden hienon Samsungini. Ja kaupassa ostamassa sauna oluen, pari riisijuommoo, jugurttia myslille ja pari Red Deviliä.

Sitten kun sen olen laittanut puhelimen lataamaan itseään niin ehkä noin tunti... Tulee viesti että Varustelekan paketti on saapunu postii... Ei sitten voinu siinä samalla kun olin käyny hakemassa ton puhelimen... -.-'
Piti tilata boxereita, ja hyvät hanskat löysin siinä samalla.
Noh sain senki haettua sitten illemmalla. Harvinaisen möhnä päivä.

Pikkusisko: Miksi englantilaisille on nii vaikeeta puhua suomee. Ne kuulee kaiken muka "blöäbbläblöbäänä".
Mie: Et siekää ymmärrä venäjää ellet sie opettele.
Pikkusisko: NO ET ITEKKÄÄ OSAA INTIAANIKIELTÄ JOS ET OPETTELE!

*facepalm* Sanoppa muuta... Sanoppa muuta... Men ymmärrä mitä ton päässä liikkuu...

Mannapuuro
Yleensä saan siitä vaan kuivaa ja saan sen räjähtämää mikrossa. Tällä kertaa sain siitä aikaseks vetistä kauravelliä. Jotenki mystinen mulle tuo mannapuuro... Ei kauravellissä mitään vikaa ole, hyvin pitää nälän loitolla. Olis vaan kiva joskus saada ihan täydellistä mannapuuroa aikaseks. ><

Ehkä vois luopua ajatuksesta "uusia ihmissuhteita"
Tähänki asti ettiny eikä tyylii mitää löytäny
Jos sitä nyt pystys ihan vaan oottaa nää viimeset kuukaudet
Sit ku saa tietää minne pääsee opiskelee ni kattoo sitten uuestaa jos ees kiinnostaa
Turhaan vain vaivaan päätäni
Tylsäähän tää on kun kaverit on palvelees, ei voi mininkää

There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you've said about me when I’m not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I’ve had too many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine

[Chorus]
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)

So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on
There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall and I’m counting down the time
Cause I’ve had so many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine

[Chorus]
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)

I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall

[Chorus]
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(And then its all gone)
(And then it’s all gone)
(Now it’s all gone)



Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do will distract me when

I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say
Put all the pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize, instead of setting it free
I took what I hated and made it part of me

It never goes away
It never goes away

And now you've become a part of me, you'll always be right here
You've become a part of me, you'll always be my fear
I can't seperate myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me I've let myself become you

Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happenin'
I'd see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them

And I knew as they escaped away
I was commited myself to them
And every day I regret sayin' those things 'cause now I see
That I took what I hated and made it a part of me

It never goes away
It never goes away

And now you've become a part of me, you'll always be right here
You've become a part of me, you'll always be my fear
I can't seperate myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me I've let myself become you

It never goes away
It never goes away
It never goes away
It never goes away

Get away from me, gimme my space back
You gotta just go
Everything comes down to memories of you
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know
I've let you go, so get away from me

Get away from me, gimme my space back
You gotta just go
Everything comes down to memories of you
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know
I've let you go, so get away from me

And now you've become a part of me, you'll always be right here
You've become a part of me, you'll always be my fear
I can't seperate myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me I've let myself become you

I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me I've let myself become you

I'm losing sight
don't count on me
I chase the sun
it chases me

you know my name
you know my face
you'd know my heart
if you knew my place
I'll walk straight down
as far as I can go

I follow you,
you follow me
I don't know why
you lie so clean
I'll break right through the irony

Enlighten me
reveal my fate
just cut these strings
that hold me safe

you know my head
you know my gaze
you'd know my heart
if you knew your place
I'll walk straight down
as far as I can go

I follow you
you follow me
I don't know why
you lie so clean
I'll break right through the irony

Cure
this
Wait
I
I hate this wait
I hate this wait

I follow you
you follow me
I don't know why
you lie so clean
I'll break right through the irony
I don't know why
I don't know why
I follow you
you follow me
I don't know why
you lie so clean
I'll break right through the irony

Ihankun musiikkimakuni "valmistais" mua tulevaa varten aina.



Can you take this broken boy?
And put the pieces back as one?
Though he has all of his toys...
He is never having fun

Because it's not enough
Now we're growing up
We are giving up
We are moving on
Because its not enough
We were growing up
We are giving up
And I won't hear what you say so...

Save your sympathy
Who do you think you're fooling?
Everything is dead!
Now you welcome me,
To a town called hypocrisy

Save your sympathy
Who do you think you're fooling?
Everything is dead!
Now you welcome me,
To a town called hypocrisy

(Town Called Hypocrisy)

Can you take this lonely girl?
I pick her up from off the ground
'cause theres no pride, to be found
When you follow sheep around
And no future here, no future
For us in this town

Because it's not enough
Now we're growing up
We are giving up
We are moving on
Because its not enough
We were growing up
We are giving up
And I won't hear what you say so...

Save your sympathy
Who do you think you're fooling?
Everything is dead!
Now you welcome me,
To a town called hypocrisy

Save your sympathy
Who do you think you're fooling?
Everything is dead!
Now you welcome me,
To a town called hypocrisy

La la la
Lalalalalalalala la la
Lalalalalalalala la la
Lalalalalalalala la la

(lalalalalalalala la la)
Because it's not enough
Now we're growing up
(lalalalalalalala la la)
We are giving up
We are moving on
(lalalalalalalala la la)
Because its not enough
We were growing up
(lalalalalalalala la la)
We are giving up
And I won't hear what you say so...

Save your sympathy
Who do you think you're fooling?
Everything is dead!
Now you welcome me,
To a town called hypocrisy

Save your sympathy
Who do you think you're fooling?
Everything is dead!
Now you welcome me,
To a town called hypocrisy

~En tiedäh... Tuntuu vain siltä ajoittain, jotkin asiat kun vain loksahtelee paikoilleen. Loksahtelispa vähän kaikki muukinh~

Löysin muuten yhden all time favorite peleistäni, ketuttaa kun menin antikvariaattii viemää aikoinaa... Löytyspä aito versio PS2:lle viel jostai, halvalla ja kunnossa oleva.



Minäkö? Väkivaltainen persoona? En suinkaan. Joskus vaan vähän olen turhankin tunnelmissa ja jopa kaipaan.