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How do you break it?
What you can't see.
What you can't feel.
What you can't sense.
Yet it is there.
How do you tear it down?
How do you bypass it?
How do you circle around it?

As our sun goes down
I hear your voice is calling me
And I wonder where you are

As the rain falls down
The clouds they slowly disappear
Still I wonder where you are

As I rise again
I embrace the sun
And I'm looking out across the burning sky

As I rise again
I can feel you near
I'm floating to the place where I belong

As I rise again
I embrace the sun
And I'm looking out across the burning sky

As I rise again
I can feel you near
I'm floating to the place where I belong

As I rise again
I will be frozen here with you
Ohh yea

If I lose my mind
And if I start to lose control
Will you wonder where I am?

Till the end of time
I will be frozen here with you
Still you wonder where I am

As I rise again
I embrace the sun
And I'm looking out across the burning sky

As I rise again
I can feel you near
I'm floating to the place where I belong

As I rise again
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~Ainut mikä miu musiikeissa on. Vaikuttaa vaan siltä, etten koskaan pääse alotuspaikasta mihinkää. Meh~

Memorizu, *sigh*~



Onpa harvinaisen epämasis päivä. These days have been gone so long I already forgot how they feel.

Kävin työvoiman palvelukeskuksessa. Siinä vaiheessa kun sanoivat, että "Olisko tääl hautuumail sit? Ei ainakaa Joutsenos, mut Lappe" *WOUUUUWOUUUUuuuUUUuuuUUUuuuUUUUUUUUUU!!!!* *UUUUUuuuUUUUUYYYUUUUUYYUUUUUuuuUUU!!!!* Alko koirat ulvoo jossai lähistöl. Kuulu sisälle selkeesti.

Sit takasin kotia päi. Hyvä kun alakoulun parkkipaikalle ja alakentälle vievältä tieltä tulee ensin punainen auto. Ajattelin, että nyt menen. Pyöräni eturengas ku osu ylitysviivoille niin vedin jarrut pohjaa. Oikea korva oli oikeessa. Hiljaa tuli Audi. Lujaa tuli Audi. Neiti/rouva/mikälie katto vähän säikähtäneesti ratissa vasemmalle puolellee jossa minä pyörän selässä katsoin takasin hölmöllä hymyllä.

OoooOohhhh...
All 3 at war again.
Nothing but a depressive headache.
I wish I could fuse them together inside my head like this body is a vessel to them.

Is there perfect?
Is there imperfect?
Is imperfect perfect?
Is the perfect totally imperfect?

Someone has to be the right, right?
Someone who has the spirit to prove all thoughts wrong.

I'm nothing but a jester of Faith, Destiny and Fortune.
They laugh at my misery from the void.
I only want peace.

~AC of unknown origin detected.
9-Ball: Destroy... Destroy..! DESTROY!~

Hands and fingers, arms and neck
For the promise to find out
What it is all about
It's already down to heads or tails

Moira did belief in virtue and honesty but
You know innocence breaks so easily

So you can't choose it's not on you to know what's right
Everything is set for the final fight

Deep inside you know it's not just black or white
You are well prepared for the final fight

Every day is judged by the framework
Of your certain point of view

Life is change just like the withering truth

Truth is just a philosophic term
That doesnÂ’t serve the ways of life

Those who want to know bout life must
Find the trace of truth

I'm tired, would you take me home
Where I can rest in your arms
I don't need to make amends
But the streets where you take me home
Recall my paranoid circus of formative years

Playback life and anabolic arguments instead
Maybe that's it all about
It's already down to heads or tails

So she killed herself on a lovely morning
And the rising sun smiled in her numbly eyes

So please show me where the truth is in that sweet tale
You have to admit, it's nothing but a bale

Everything has failed if you can't see what's bright
What you see out there is just what you see inside

Reality is nothing than the register
Of crimes of a humankind

Now you agree it's up to us to do the what?s right

Right comes along with fortune
But fortune is a furtive friend indeed

You can only find the key of fortune in yourself

I'm tired, would you take me home
Where I can rest in your arms
I don't need to make amends
But the streets where you take me home
Recall my paranoid circus of formative years
Of formative years
I'm so tired

Why should I not?
I want a fantasy.
If it is an impossibility and takes infinity so be it.
One was already ages ago close to total control over my 3 sides.
Then there's the 4th which only appears upon great danger.
Only a witch can control all 3 sides.
There was one almost, why there wouldn't be someone else capable too.

I reach my hand for the stars.
Only to burn it over and over again.
Why do you ask?
Only imperfection is perfection.
Or maybe I'm just a masochist.

My romantic dream?
A sorceress' knight.

Hey kid
(Hey kid)
Do I have your attention?
I know the way you've been livin'
Life so wreckless, tragedy endless
Welcome to the family
Hey (hey)
There's somethin' missin'
Only time will alter your vision
Never in question, lethal injection
Welcome to the family

Not long ago you'd find the answers were so crystal clear
Within a day you find yourself livin' in constant fear
Can you look at yourself now?
Can you look at yourself?
You can't win this fight

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight

Hey
I have to question,
What's with the violent aggression?
Details blurry, lost him too early
Welcome to the family
Hey
Why won't you listen?
Can't help the people you're missing
It's been done, a casualty re-run
Welcome to the family

I'll try and help you with the things that can't be justified
I need to warn you that there is no way to rationalize
So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?
You can't win this fight

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight

Gunning for you
And all mankind
I've lost my mind
Psychotic Rabid dementia
I won't be fine

I see you're a king who's been dethroned
Cast out
In a world you've never known
Stand now
Place your weapons by your side
It's our war
In the end we'll surely lose
But that's all right

So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?

And, in a way it seems there's no-one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight

Keep inside
Where nothing's fine
I lost my mind
You're not invited
So step aside
I lost my

Keep inside
Where nothing's fine
I lost my mind
You're not invited
So step aside
I lost my

UuuUUUUh... Perkeleen D3. Kaikki kamelit vaan tahkoo sitä, vaik nyt just maistus seura ;_;

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong

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So confused, so dead, so hollow.
I should be happy to be a nobody.
Nothing.
To belong nowhere.
The lust for it.
To be something.
To belong somewhere.
It's programmed inside every living organism.
No one can escape it.
This way.
Life is nothing but a torture room.
Yet I see the light.
Or think it exists.
Yet I want to turn away from it.
Make the choice of everlasting peace.
May my death make haste then.
Before I hit the ground.
Reap me midst the fall.
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