IRC-Galleria

Shine knight
Feel the glory of surviving another battle

Lay down
Wound has been healed, lives have been saved

Cry the night
For not even fools life is worth losing

All you hear
"You've done a favor for everyone. You've healed many."

Why to cry
Your eyes see only wreckage behind

All lies
Or is it just the devil's illusion?

There's faith
Which side is right which is wrong
All yours to decide
But both sides demand slaughter
You want to remain gray
Yet you are forced to decide

For the very reason no one will slay you
Unless you decide
Until then you are considered a valuable asset

Everyone has their price

"There is no good nor bad. Only thinking makes it so."

~Chimera... I can't touch it since it is what I am... It is so wild it even attacks the very thoughts it thinks about itself. I know this and yet I even if I want to I'm never letting anyone close me... Yeah... Disappearing... That's what I should do. Since there's no whiz enough to tame the beast. Getting killed is another way~

I say I wanna be healthy but I turn up the noise
And the IV drips a steady stream of poison
I think I'm just in love with the feeling
Break my bones so I can feel them healing

Crazy's I believe the medical term
When we wanna recover but we don't wanna learn
Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times
And give me some more of that iodine

I can't make reality connect, I push 'til I have nothing left
But if we want to wake up why we still singing these lullabies
I'll run in circles 'til I crash, one day these steps will be my last
So if we want to wake up why we still singing these lullabies

I say I wanna be happy but I quickly forget
When I sabotage all the good I've got left
Depression's like a big fur coat
It's made of dead things but it keeps me warm

I don't like pain but I bring it to life
I don't like scars but I'm good with a knife
I don't like tears but I'm starting to cry when I realize I'm destroying my life
I do this to myself, I do this to myself
Stop blaming someone else, we do this to ourselves
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~ I could say I'm a chimera. One moment I'm happy. Then first side steps in to destroy it all. Second side loves the grief. Third side starts over. Fourth stays in the dark observing. There's no other explanation why I find myself back at 0 all the time. Crying.~

I should peel my skin off to see who there really is
To be a ghost or the Alice in the Wonderland
I'm caught like a sword in a stone

I want to sell my soul
So I could fly with a carpet and a butterfly
On to flowers big as whales

What comes of a mind without a peace
Exceedingly growling valour
Come reborn light

I have a fear and a golden key into the underworld
Phenomenal and worthy of reminiscence
A wall that guards the pleasure that you seek, yeah!

The prime of the unknown
Of pantheons I gloat
A night-time dream without a sleep
My pale white unicorn
We dwell behind these shores
The life I once had is no more!

What! I can see, I can taste is deserted air
All the dungeons are closed and forever sealed
Nobody knows where our needs have disappeared

I want to have what I just saw
I need to be where I belong
I can't be a drifter of these two!

What comes of mind without a peace
Could I keep my desire?
And the diamonds left to shine
I will defy!

The prime of the unknown
Of pantheons I gloat
A night-time dream without a sleep
My pale white unicorn
We dwell behind these shores
The life I once had is no more!

I'm bound into my fate
My wrath still leads the way
Yet I cannot give in my hope
This view is not a hoax
Somehow I can't expose
That I'm inside of the shrine of all!

I Won't leave without a fight!
I cannot stand the oncoming fall
None of this will you devour!
I won't stay in your forlorn
Don't you dare to question my belief!
I shall bloom when I decide
No, I won't feign in this pseudo colony!

The prime of the unknown
Of pantheons I gloat
A night-time dream without a sleep
My pale white unicorn
We dwell behind these shores
The life I once had is no more!

I'm bound into my fate
My wrath still leads the way
Yet I cannot give in my hope
This view is not a hoax
Somehow I can't expose
That I'm inside of the shrine of all, yeah!

It is no more
That place to return
It is no more
That promised land

Cry cry cry

Where did it go?
The place to return
Where did it go?
The promised land

Cry cry cry

It shined bright
From within my heart
It vanished
In the depths of darkness
My mind kills it all
The reaper is here
Suffocating the sun
The reaper is there

Bring it, bring it, bring it

Redemption
The date has not been signed for today
I wish to pay it early
I don't have the authority to decide it
Unable to do it as
Even the storm that kills it all
Is energy
That keeps one alive

So I wait and linger
For my day to come

End it valkyries of sky
Make haste Reaper I scream

I've never heard an answer
Are you shielding me even when I cry the opposite?

All is nothing
Nothing is all
The ashes are said
To be a base for new

But when the ashes are taken
There is nothing left at all
How do you create out of nothing?

They are called alchemists
They are called sorceress
They are called wizards
They are called gods

I belong to neither category
What am I
Where do I belong
Even if I was given it on silver platter
I'd refuse to believe it

So yet again I cry

I belong to neither category
What am I
Where do I belong
Even if I was given it on silver platter
I'd refuse to believe it

Unable to create for I destroy everything I do
I find it I sweep it clean for I got scared
I want to change, yet I can't
For I'm afraid too much to lose my sight

Why do I feel what I feel
Why do I exist
Such an insane being
Nothing is ever alright

I shouldn't exist
I never heal
I only leave ruins behind

Capable of everything
Still capable of nothing

Balanced
Yet
Chaos inside

How to tame a buffalo from nature
How to tame a proud dragon capable of tsunami
How to tame a scared feline that just runs away from everyone who'd play with it and every sound kills the fun
How to tame a complete nightmare, total chaos, weapon omega

Sorceress' Pandora's box?

Yay
Kaveri tulee pitää juhannus seuraa. Tarvi iteksee kuunnella näitä vikiseviä kakaroita.

Ensin oli tarkoitus mennä kaverin kanssa viettää Juhannusta, mutta ei... Just sopivasti tuli joku viimenen tikki heiä taloude emännän piähä ja siinä talossa ei juhannusta kuulemma juhlita!
Hmm... No vietetään sitten kuin mikä tahansa muuki jyhläpuha... Huone... Tietokone... Sauna... *sigh*

I'm hanging on a thread
So much in me feels sick but I only want
To confront
What's meant for me with a hint of dignity

Dreadful to see
A life lived as a slave for the industry
Smothered fantasies
Gone down the drain along with the poison running through the vein

I've felt the temptation
Pleasure gained by addiction
But I won't trade my pride for feeling good
I'll suffer just as much as I need to

(Chorus)
I'm not the one who's waiting for you
I won't give in, I belong to no one
I am not the one with a guilty conscience
But is it wrong to belong to no one

I learned the hard way
To appreciate myself too much to love
Unconditionally
But so much control has left a hole in me

Suspicions wear me down
I will never be completely free
I'm a servant
Of my obsession to question everything

I've felt the temptation
Happiness gained by illusions
But I won't deceive my mind with substitutes
I'll rather grow as much as I need to

(Chorus)

In the midst of chaos
On these decadent streets
I stand at the crossroads
Should I pretend or surrender?



Dying smiling faces, I
I see tears in joyful eyes
Silent screams carrying the sounds of bliss

There is no leap of faith
The choice ain't yours to make
For your mind can't own the purpose of soul

Under the ground I fly
To hide from the brilliant sky
Under my armor I cry

Doing it for the one who saved your life, I've done it all
Doing it for the one who stole your life
It all comes down, it all blows up
When I love the most I lose my touch
When I live the most I've already given up

Divine insanity
Sweetness in brutality
Chaos in the cradle of lost reality

I gave up everything
To find the soul within
Only to see the wonders of Nothing

Divine insanity
How it all could be
How it all should be

Another stupid crybaby night *sigh*



I see a thousand corridors
And I’ve walked through them all
Nowhere an open door

I’m imprisoned by my love
Who is chained by the fears
Affection turned into tears

There’s a part of me that just won’t take the pain
There’s a part of me that wants to burst into flames
And break all the chains

Take a shot
Of my poisonous blood
I’ve got a fever and it won’t drop
As long as you’re in my life

Take a shot
Of my poisonous blood
I’m a fever, I’ll burn you up
So you’d better spit me out of your life

I’m the virus that tears you apart
The disease that sucks the life
Out of your faith heart

You need distance from me
Rush to the arms of solitude
It’s the only cure

There’s a part of me that just won’t take the pain
There’s a part of me that wants to burst into flames
And break all the chains

Take a shot
Of my poisonous blood
I’ve got a fever and it won’t drop
As long as you’re in my life

Take a shot
Of my poisonous blood
I’m a fever, I’ll burn you up
So you’d better spit me out of your life

Cut me out of your life
I wanna see
You free of all the hurt that I have caused you

(Take a shot!)
(Shot!)
Of my poisonous blood
I’ve got a fever and it won’t drop
As long as you’re in my life

Take a shot
Of my poisonous blood
I’m a fever, I’ll burn you up
So you’d better spit me out of your life
Spit me out of your life
Spit me out of your life
Spit me out of your life
Spit me out of your life



I've been running to let go
I've been running away from home
My knees no longer hold
But I can't stop

It's still too easy to run

Time and Time again you fade away
And I wonder how you
Still manage to beat the hell out of me
Time and Time again you seem to fail
But it seems that you can
Still manage to crush my self-esteem

I'm hoping when I'm gone
You realize I'm not strong
That I would suffocate my will to play along
And I wish you'd understand
I've sacrificed all I can

To share my soul with you

Time and Time again you fade away
And I wonder how you
Still manage to beat the hell out of me
Time and Time again you seem to fail
But it seems that you can
Still manage to crush my self-esteem

I got lost in fire
I tried to get away
But the flames grew higher
Too high for me

Time and Time again you fade away
And I wonder how you
Still manage to beat the hell out of me
Time and Time again you seem to fail
But it seems that you can
Still manage to crush my self-esteem

Time and Time
Time and Time
Time and Time again
Still manage to beat the hell out of me
Yeah
yeah
Still manage to crush my self-esteem

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