IRC-Galleria

"This is my story" (as if you care)

"I have no idea how to fish, I have no worms, no hook, I don't have my rod in the water, since I don't even have a rod. If a fish ever was to jump to my lap, I wouldn't know what to do and it would get away."

This is how I feel, and you don't have to be a genius to understand that I'm not actually talking about fishing.

"So many fish, I can see them, but I know I will never have a chance to catch them."

Sometimes I feel so confused in the middle of all them. But I always have in my heart only one at a time. It took ten years to change. From 11 to 12. I can't stop thinking about her and when I see her picture my heart grows heavier.A weight on my head...

I feel so fucking sad... Did you know that heart aches actually reduces the length of your life? I wish she was here... But she's not... Unless she's using a fake name...
Which is pretty fucking unlikely...

Half of us all... I still can't comprehend that...

Its almost over. One more hour. I will cry. She won't.