Nine years ago, something happend. Something huge that was going to affect the rest of my life.
Last week, for the first time for nearly a decade, I felt free, but also sad and that I no longer had a true goal in life. LL changed my life, I really couldn't have believed this scenario a year ago.
I'm quite shocked about how I feel and who I feel it towards. The emotion is like it shouldn't be there, but I wouldn't give it up if I could. Things are not going as they should.
If I observe and think about our modern western values, this actually isn't that unusual, infact, almost 20-35% of males of my age experience the same.
Everything I can tell I have already written on my upperbar comment-space.
I strongly doubt anyone will ever read this apart from myself, but anyway:
Take care and have a nice day.