IRC-Galleria

What the hell am I supposed to do to get rid of these dreams that tell me about my future, that warn me about my life's turn points, that "warn" me about someone special getting in or dying out of my life.

I never asked to see these, I don't like the dejavus I have. Things that can't be predicted. Words never spoken, personalities never met, how can those be calculated, if they're calculations of my mind. Why do I see the future. If I don't sleep, body can't maintain health. If I sleep all the time then I will probably see something that will happen when I stop sleeping. It can't be said it's a gift. It can't be said it's a curse.

Worst thing is they are just "warnings", they're not telling me straight, they're not showing faces. Everyone around are shadows. How do you predict a personality you've never met before. How do you predict words when you don't even know someone. How do you predict gestures. How do you predict a movie never seen or heard of. How do you know words of a song that you've never heard and has 2 months left to get published.

This "gift" "curse" scares m. I never asked for it. It pisses me off to know things that happen like this are... Warnings...

I enjoy but then again I cry for the end. If death is the only thing capable of making these dreams stop, when the opportunity presents itself. I'm gonna be blind. Myself and my health will be the last thing in my mind if my life can extend someone else's lifespan. I will take it.



You got nothing
And nothing got you
I can see your fear cuz it surrounds you
Built with strife
And insight but it's not enough
I'll defeat and discreet your every move

This instinct that you dwell- will just
Take your life
One step, one breath you're under my knife
Killing slow is the way I conquer
It's time for torture test
Can't wait no longer

With your first step you will burn
Can't control the hate you've learned
Killing slow is the way I conquer
Until you know the meaning of suffer

Step twice you invite and welcome death
Pay homage to me with your last breath
Say goodbye to a life that you once knew
Along with every being
That was before you