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TAIVAANRANNAN MAALARI

Olen hiekkaa järven rannalla,
sinä rakennat minusta linnan.
Olen kaunis ja kutsuvan näköinen,
minuun sivelet sileän pinnan.
Olen pisara kirkkaassa vedessä,
jota ammennat varovasti.
Sinä siemailet minua janoosi,
ja minä riitän aamuun asti.

Sinä maalaat minusta taivaanrannalle
naisen näköisen kuvan.
Siihen lisäilet uusia piirteitä
aina kun annan luvan.
Vanhat arpeni peittyvät väreihin,
joita pelkäsin tähän asti,
mutta varma ja rohkea kätesi
osaa liikkua taitavasti.

Olen kukkana rantaniityllä,
saa minut käydä poimimassa.
Olen mettä suloista, houkuttavaa
sinikellossa suurimmassa.
Olen auringon yhtenä säteenä
ja minä häikäisen sinua vähän.
Olen tuoksua tuttua, haikeaa
ja minä pysäytän ajan tähän.

Sinä maalaat minusta taivaanrannalle
naisen näköisen kuvan.
Siihen lisäilet uusia piirteitä
aina kun annan luvan.
Vanhat arpeni peittyvät väreihin,
joita pelkäsin tähän asti,
mutta varma ja rohkea kätesi
osaa liikkua taitavasti.

Minä mallina seison riemuiten
taivaanrannan maalarille,
kunhan taulusi muistat lahjoittaa
vähän hullulle kulkurille.
Minä muistona säilytän kuvaani
ja sitä katselen joskus silloin,
kun laskeva aurinko värittää
taivaanrantaa kesäilloin.

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TIE SINUUN

Kaikki purot nyt virtaavat ainoaan uomaan,
minä hukun kai kohta tähän makeaan juomaan,
loppuu sanat ja lauseet ja selitykset,
jää vain kostuneet kämmenet.
Minä hipaisen perhosen siipien nukkaa,
syvään hengitän hentoa vanamon kukkaa,
häipyy arki ja järki ja muut suojukset,
palaa ikuiset kysymykset.
Sinun kätesi puhkaisee minussa lähteen,
lyhyt askel vain enää on jokaiseen tähteen,
häipyy aika ja paikka ja määritykset,
ohjaa heränneet aistimet.

Kaukaa niin kaartelin, piilosta kurkistin sinuun.
Jalkoja siirtelin, reittejä piirtelin sinuun.

Minä peilaan nyt sinussa elämäni kulun
ja samalla huomaan ihan jokaisen sulun.
Häipyy surut ja ilot ja käsitykset,
löytyy uudet merkitykset.
Miksi kysyisin mitään tai tahtoisin tietää,
paras epäilys, ihmetys vaieten sietää.
Oli aika kai syntyä taas uudelleen,
aivan uuteen ymmärrykseen.

Missä olit niin kauan?
Miksi viivyit niin kauan?

Sinä opetat minulle kirjaston verran,
vaikka kohtaamme ehkä tämän ainoan kerran.
Minä rikastun sinusta omaisuuden,
sainhan ihmiseen yhteyden.

Kaukaa niin kaartelin, piilosta kurkistin sinuun.
Jalkoja siirtelin, reittejä piirtelin sinuun.
Tie tämä johti nyt sinuun.

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http://www.vuorenk.pp.fi/marja/

"Leave Out All The Rest"

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

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"Shadow Of The Day"

I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only away

[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]

And cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

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Ihastuin, rakastuin.. ja kuuntelen replayllä...

Joskus pitäisi opetella ettei kuluta kappaleita puhki, vaikka ne kolahtelisivat kuinka...

Mutta kenties sen aika tulee sitten joskus, ei vielä
ei tänään.. ja ehdottomasti...
ei nyt.

Nazareth - Hearts Grown Cold

Go out and have your habits
Keep on takin it
Keep on fakin it
You're the one who's heart's grown cold
You're the one who's heart's grown cold

Go out and have your habits
Keep on takin it
Keep on fakin it
You're the one who's heart's grown cold
You're the one who's heart's grown cold

You touched my lips with your
fingertips
I hang on every breath you take
You don't need me like
I need you
You've got your heartaches to find
Everyday, I just
Hope and pray
I just
Hope that you will find
That you will find your dreams

Come down and tell me that it's better
You're the one who's chosin it
You're the one who's losin it
You're the one who's got no soul
You're the one who's hearts grown cold

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<3

Vieläkin.

Sonata Arctica - Letter To Dana


Dana, my darling, I'm writing to you.
Cause your father passed away, it was a beautiful day
And I don't want to bother You anymore,
I used to hope you'd come back
But not anymore Dana.

My eyes might have betrayed me, but I have seen
your picture on the cover of a filthy magazine
And I think my heart just cannot handle that
Dana, my darling, would be so bad.

Dana my darling I'm writing to you
Cause your mother passed away it was a really rainy day
And I didn't mean to bother you anymore
Your mother wished: Come visit your fathers grave, Dana

Your father disowned you 'cause you have sinned
But he did forgive you in condition he was in
And I hope you won't do those things anymore
Dana My darling I'm waiting for

Little Dana O'Hara oh, Dana my dear,
How I wish that my Dana was here
Little Dana O'Hara decided one day
to travel away, faraway

No, you can't surprise me anymore
No, I've seen it all before
But it seems I cannot let you go
Dana, Dana, Dana, Dana

And I think that I told you, I'd wait for you forever
Now I know someone else's holding you,
so, for the first time in my life - I must lie
Lie's a sin, mess that I am in,
Love is not the thing I feel now
I promise you: I won't write again 'til the sun sets
behind your grave

Dana, oh, Dana I'm writing to you
I heard you passed away, it was a beautiful day
I'm old and I feel time will come for me
My diary's pages are full of thee

Little Dana O'Hara oh, Dana my dear,
How I wish that my Dana was here
Little Dana O'Hara decided one day
to travel away, faraway

Little Dana O'Hara oh, Dana my dear,
How I wish that my Dana was here
Little Dana O'Hara decided one day
to travel away, faraway

Little Dana O'Hara oh, Dana my dear,
How I wish that my Dana was here
Little Dana O'Hara decided one day
to travel away, faraway

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"so, for the first time in my life - I must lie
Lie's a sin, mess that I am in,
Love is not the thing I feel now
I promise you: I won't write again 'til the sun sets
behind your grave"

"I promise you: I won't write again 'til the sun sets
behind your grave"

A simple merry-go-round...

Noinhan se menee.

You Can't Put Your Arms Around A Memory

Mielenkiintoinen päivä.

Erittäin.

Ei niin, ettenkö minä olisi jo arvannut. Tai tiennyt. Mutta silti, onhan se ihan mukava saada tietää. Asioita. Ja sitä miten ne todellisuudessa ovat olleet, ja ovat nyt.

Siileilläkin on huonoja päiviä.
Ja saa sanoa jos vituttaa. Ja voi Luoja nyt pientä ihmistä osaa risoa.

Mutta silti, ei vielä rytmihäiriöitä. Kenties ne tulevat myöhemmin. Mene ja tiedä. Ja kuka vittu koskaan voi tietää. Pumpumpumpum. Huomennakin. Tai sitten ei. *hymy* No.. anyways...

Tänään mennään sitten juhlimaan. Jollei muuta niin sitä että tänään on merkittävä päivä.
18.5. Odottakaa kun tulee 1.6. Minä ainakin odotan.

Uuden alku.
Vanhan loppu.

Ja siinä se.
Pähkinänkuoressa pienelle oravalle.

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Bri, eli, Cri ja Barbi menossa bailabaila...
Olette rakkaita muruset.
Ystävät aina on
<3

Three things to think of:
something, everything, and
nothing.

Endlessly, obsessively.

You breathe just to set
fire to the air.

Tämä suojattu maailma

Surusanoin kirjoitettu
epäilyksen evankeliumi

Arktista arkiproosaa

Jotain täytyy uskaltaa
muistaa tai unohtaa

Jotta syntyisi
uudelleen

-Nonna-
18.5.2007

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/toriamos/asortafairytale.html

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http://www.lyricsfreak.com/a/alanis+morissette/ironic_20005433.html

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Öitä ja unia maailma.
Huomiseen ja aamun ensimmäisiin auringonsäteisiin.

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Eagle Eye Cherry - Are You Still Having Fun?

You are on your own
You do as you please
Having so much fun
And I've lost your reason
After all's been said and done
But are you still having fun ?

But how was he to know
When you've gone astray
Happiness would go
Like a lost emotion
You have always gone away
Are you happy today?

Well you know, when you've been defeated
You don't care, and you thank no one
Feelin' lone, you will always need it
But now you're having fun
uuuuhhhhh
You don't know what it is you've done
uuuuhhhhh
You don't know that I

This was your mistake,
in your masterplan
You got it, but you take
You can understand it
After all is said and done
But are you still having fun ?

Well you know, when you've been defeated
You don't care, and you thank no one
Feelin' lone, you will always need it
But now you're having fun
Are you still having fun ?
uuuuhhhhh
You don't know what it is you've done
uuuuhhhhh
Sure that you're having fun
aaaaaaahh
You don't know what it is you've done
aaaaaaahh
Sure that I

I can set you straight
If you let me stay
I hope I'm not to late
Now you won't regret it
I could show you the way
And make you happy today

Well you know, when you've been defeated
You don't care, and you thank no one
Feelin' lone, you will always need it
Well you know, when you've been treated
Well you know, when you've been defeated
Feelin' lone, you will always need it
But now you're having fun
Are you still having fun ?

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Elämätyttää.
Ja keinututtaa.

*hymy*

Laitetaanko vielä toinen hyvä?
- Laitetaan vain.

Cascadaa?
- Absofuckinglutely!!

No nih.. elikkäs... Näin...

Cascada - Bad Boy

Remember the feelings, remember the day
My stone heart was breaking
My love ran away
This moment I knew I would be someone else
My love turned around and I fell


Be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you in my life again


Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you again

No I don't need you again

Bad boy!

You once made this promise
To stay by my side
But after some time you just pushed me aside
You never thought that a girl could be strong
Now I'll show you how to go on

Be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you in my life again

Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you again
No I don't need you again


<3