IRC-Galleria

that true
Im so cruel
and loysy boyfriend
what I do seems so wrong
get all nice with you, and go to another, girl I knew
I know it seems bad
and feels bad too...
Id be so jelous too...
thou what I really want
is a friend thats true
who you can hug and feel so good

but you
you are something more

you so right
more than I can find
you'd be so great

better girlfriend hard to find
thou I hook you

its just cause of you
you hook me too
cause I cant let go
of such treasure as you
for you are more than anyone else
and that makes me feel for you

its was not a lie, it was all true.
everything I said, and felt for you

but not the less it was true, that I went to her and not home
I belive that good guys dont do that

thou its just between friends, its too much to take

for a boy or girlfriend being so jelous
its all wrong

can it even be accept
for friends to be close and hugging
for thou just being friends it still makes one jelous
so yes I maybe I do wrong

feeling good with someone else can be deceiving

thou I like you more, thou being more important, thou being more my type, thou being more I like. still liking someone else is deveicing, causing bad feeling. Thou she is not as good as you.

you are totally right for hating me, and I being wrong of liking you, but I still do and cant help it. Unless you change I'll keep feeling it. For you are too good and cant be without liking you. without feeling for you would be self deveicing.

If Id told you I dont like you anymore and love someone else. I'd be lying to my hearts content.

Does not sound good and not of my will. Not of your will. To make you happy Id wish...but Ive failed! yet again, coutless times... what could I do to give you strength. what could I do to feel you loved. what can I do to feel happy. for that is my will and my goal, which I failed...

well I can confess

I hugged her tonight
more than couple of times

and feel she's a good friend of mine

yet still shes not you

and could not replace you, nor surpass you

its just this. Ive felt the same as you. That this leads us nowhere. That we'd do more better apart. That we cant be together, without hurting each other. And hurting you is not my will.... But still. I feel for you. And cant deny it. I wonder if Id be able to love another girl, when my hearts still holding on to you. Say anything else would be just lying... and self deceiving.

but how can I hold out
if you're my hearts chocen
wouldnt it be just deceiving...
as long as I stay close to you, I wont be deceiving much those other girl
when saying to them I cant date you, its best not to fall for me
since my heart is with you...
but if I let you go, my heart still stays with you
and then I might be deceiving them
Should I be with them. When my heart's still with you